I can be better.... //Ddosama Or Notti Osama???

Unwanted feelings (9)

MOUYANI's POV

"I hate you." I say, pushing Ddot almost off the bed. "Hate's a strong ass word." Notti laughs.

"It's accurate too." I say rolling my eyes.

"Stay mad." Ddot rolls his eyes walking out. "Gtfo with yo zesty ass." David says laughing spinning in Notti's Gaming chair.

"DD It's givingggggg... Hypocrite." I say laughing. "Whataver Mouyani always calling people gay." He says still spinning. He spins one final fast time and stops. "Oh hell naw." He says going cross eyed and falling out the chair.

"That's what you get." I say hopping off Notti's lap to help him up. "Suck my dick." DD says eyes squinting.

"Been there done that." I mumble under my breath. "Whatchu say?" DD and Notti ask in sync. "Nothin."

'Yeah i said that do i feel remorse?....

....no'

"Nah rs tho I needed lay down or sumthin." DD says walking crooked out the room.

"Nah see me personally." Notti laughs. "Yo why you instigating for?" DD yells from his room I'm guessing.

"How you even heard that?" Notti yells back. "Same way I heard ma when she was making you when I was 1, WITH MA EARS" DD yells.

My mouth drops and I try to process what he just said.

"Wtf?" Ddot yells passing by Notti's room to Dd's

"Nah the f- that shit just- Mannnn I'm sorry that just caught me off guard." Notti says getting up to close his door.

"Um..." I laugh at him. "I'm sorry Yani DD just be on that weird shit sometimes." Notti says, now getting in his gaming chair where DD had just sat.

"Me and DD been together since almost Day 1 nothing new I guess same old same old." I say laughing. "Doubt that." Notti says leaning in his chair.

"It's true I mean I did date him." I say laughing. "Can't comprehend how somehow I still managed to find that quality attractive." i say STILL Laugh-In.

There's a long silence until i focus my attention back to Notti to see he's tensed up a little and just turns on his computer scrolling through his phone now.

'Poor choice of words...'

"Notti you okay?" I ask. That's a stupid question i KNOW he's not alr.

He doesn't answer.

I sigh feeling tired but at the same time not. "What's wrong bonita." Notti asks with one headphones covering his ear.

"Nothing." I say. He just nods and puts them both fully on his ears now.

Clearly i meant 'Something' i internally face palm.

I get off his bed grabbing his attention and walking out the door. "Don't follow me I'm fine." I say alr knowing his intentions. "Wasn't going too." i hear him almost whisper before i get too far.

I walk until i get to the front door hearing footsteps follow me. "Notti i said I'm fine." I say turning around. Just to see DD instead.

"Oh my bad." I say walking out the front door. I get close to closing the door behind me before DD holds it open before I feel someone hold it open.

"Dd what're you doing." I ask. "Where you going looking all sad." he says, opening the door all the way and closing it behind him.

"Nothing I just think i made Notti mad." I say exaggerating a sigh. "Whatchu say?" he asks. I give him no answer.