Transition

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A/N: Thank you kai_isgod for the request! Hope you enjoy!

"Dez."

"Yes?"

"C-Can we sit down and talk?"

"Of course. What is it, my prince?"

"I-I'm not comfortable in my body."

"What do ya mean?"

"I-I don't feel like this is the real me. Being a guy."

"I see," she said, slowly nodding her head. "Do ya feel better if you were to transition?"

"Yes. I-I've thought about this for a while and I knew back in the Wastelands before I even met ya."

Reaching over, she grabbed my hand and gently held onto it. It was something I wasn't expecting from her since she's always seen so rough and fierce, but knowing she is gentle with me, even being a guy and who can take on her roughness at times, it brought comfort. She leaned down to me and placed her forehead against mine, a smile formed as I could hear how her breathing shifted.

"My prince, whatever ya want to do, I will do anythin' to make sure your transition is as smooth as possible. Starting out by callin' ya my princess. Is there a specific name you were looking to changing?"

"Yeah."

"Alright. I-I'll try my best to remember."

"Thank you, Dez," I smiled and pressed a kiss to her lips.

Coming out to her was the most relieving moment in my life. I knew my parents accepted my difference, but didn't act on me ever changing who I was. Now with Odessa, I could finally leave the man I was behind and change into the woman I was meant to be. Since Odessa and I didn't really know the process, we went to the doctors in Junkertown to where they explained it the best they could as well. Since we're all not well educated here, they had to seek outside sources and bring in doctors who knew the process better. I knew it was going to be a long process, but if I had Odessa by my side every single step of the way, I knew I was going to be ok.

"Oi, princess," Odessa said as she opened the door.

I turned my head to see her come in with a bag in her hands.

"Doctors wanted me to give this to ya," she said and handed it to me.

I opened the bag to see it was my first dose of estrogen. It had been almost a year since I started to block the testosterone my body produces naturally. Placing my hand over my mouth, some tears started to form in my eyes as Odessa came over and hugged me.

"We're finally startin' for real this time," Odessa said and pressed a kiss to my forehead.

"I-I can't thank ya enough for helpin' me."

"It's like I said," she looked down at me, smiling. "I'd do anythin' for my princess."

I smiled and pulled her down to my level to place my lips against hers.

"Now, the doctor said to do this on a daily basis. Same place everytime when I give ya the shot."

"Alright," I said.

"Where do ya want me to inject it?"

"Right here," I said and pointed to my shoulder. "It's like givin' me a normal shot."

"Alright," she said and hovered the needle right above my shoulder. I took in a deep breath and she inserted the needle, injecting the horomones into my body.

"One down," she said and kissed my temple. "A lot more to go."

"Definitely a lot more," I chuckled.

After months of going through this process and finally starting to notice a physical change, which was when my voice started to get a bit higher and my waist started to curve in. I noticed my chest started to grow out a bit more now. Everything was finally going according to plan, except one thing. The process wasn't entire full until I got bottom surgery. And Odessa knew that was the last step in completing the transition.

"Got everythin' ready for tomorrow?" she asked as she put the syringe down on the bedside table.

"Yeah," I said, the realization finally setting in.

"C'mere, babe," she said and pulled me into her embrace, running her hands through my now long hair.

"Hair has grown out quite beautifully," she said and kissed my cheek.

"Thank you. I couldn't have asked for a better person to do this with."

"I'm always gonna support ya, princess. No matter what ya do."

"And you're ok with being with a transwoman?"

"Transwoman, transman, nonbinary, whatever ya identify as, I'm going to love you for who ya are, Y/N."

I smiled and nuzzled my face into the crook of her neck.

"Thank you, Dez."

"Of course, princess. I love you."

"I love you, too."

The big day was upon us. Odessa and I walked down towards the doctor's building to get ready for surgery. Upon entering, they called us to head to the back room where all their tools were in preperation for the surgery. I laid down on the operating table and Odessa came over, placing a kiss to my forehead before caressing my hair.

"I'll be right 'ere when ya wake up," she whispered.

"I can't wait to see those beautiful amber eyes of yours."

She chuckled and when the doctors came in, she reached down and grabbed my hand. The doctors placed the breathing mask on my face and informed me how the anesthesia process worked. As soon as I took in a few deep breaths, I blacked out. What felt to me was nothing, but almost an eternity in the waking world, I blinked open my eyes to see Odessa was right beside me.

"Hey, princess," she smiled.

"Hey, Dez," I picked my head up a bit.

"Surgery was a success."

"It was?" I asked, getting a little excited, but everything was still groggy.

"It was. You're a woman now."

I rested my head back against the table and let out a sigh, "Finally. I can be happy with my body."

After the doctors checked on the area down there and informed me of the next steps going forward, Odessa carefully carried me back to the house so I could get some rest. The doctors didn't want me to walk just yet since the stitches were fresh and they didn't want them to fall out and cause more damage.

"Is there anythin' I can get ya, princess?"

"I just want ya to be beside me."

"Of course," she said and got into bed with me, wrapping her arms around me.

Pulling me into her embrace, I pecked her lips before nuzzling up to her.

"I love you, Dez."

"I love you, too, Y/N."

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