It's late and I'm bored.

STOP! ✋✋✋In the name of loooooove!!!

So I don't remember if I ever told ya'll about Charlie but he's basically the love of my life. He's a marine and in Japan right now. Sucks. But yeah I recently Facebook messaged him about my feelings for him annnnddddddd yeah by recently I mean earlier TODAY........ I mean we talked before and I've said as much way back when but still, it's been a while and since then idk, I think he may not like me anymore but Stephanie made me pinky promise (and that is very serious) to tell him before graduation and she said she'd tell 'Londra she loves her and so she did and I did. We fulfilled our bargains and I'm freaking out somewhat. Her person was right there and their response was immediate. I have to waaiiiiittttt for him and I can't touch him or smile at him or awkwardly blush and feel his gaze searching my face for lies that aren't there. None of that. I'm jealous of steph in that sense but I also never had as much drama with Charlie so I'm okay ish..... Guys, I'm so scared that the only guy I've felt this intensely for wont feel anything for me. I know I'm his friend but I wish we were more. He may visit Santa Cruz this summer for leave cuz his dad loves it there and he said he' def drop by to see me but liek omg I'd freak. Ima been a teenager for just a sec and allow myself some lingo. But like srsly geez I love that man. He's turning a number this dec. that is older than me and I won't tell you til I turn 18 so suck it up and wait a few months guys. You've come this far! Wow one GINORMOUSE paragraph today huh Natalie?
Yeah? What of it?
Oh nothin' just makin' uh observashun 😉😋
😑 You're dumb. And you cannot spell!
Hey now, no need fer nun uh that name callin'!
Why are you taking like that?!
I have no clue. Moving on.
Um I got my cap n gown :3 and had graduation practice during 3rd period today.

I hope there isn't some creep out there who's reading all my chapters and like knows my life right now and could totally find me and kill me or do other creepy stuff 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 liek ZOMG.........

IM TERRIFIED OF:
Zombies
Shots
Things that crawl at me quickly. Pale things that crawl at me are even worse.
Spiders that I lose sight of
Bugs in general besides little black ants. Those guys are cute.
Caterpillars and slugs and snails cuz of the way they feel on skin.... Ickkkk.
Things reaching out from under my bed and grabbing any limb hanging off the bed. (Thank you Boogie Woogie Woo by Insane Clown Posse -_- you suck and rock)
Losing people I love.
Going to Hell. (I'm not discussing that with anyone so shush).
Not being able to provide for myself in the future.
Being held hostage by hobos.
Angry adults who've had coffee.
RAPE.
Lists.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jk lol I'm not scared of lists. Or am I?!

QUOTE TIME WITH NATATA,!!!!!
"Yeah come on in boy sit on down and tell me bout yourself so you like my daughter do you now yeah we think she's something else she's her daddy's girl her momma's world she deserves respect that's what she'll get ain't it some now ya'll go out and have a little fun. I'll see y when you get bCk probably be up all night, still cleaning this gun."

Wooooooooooo omission of grammatical correctness!!!!!!!,!,!!

Okay well that's it for tonight I think chickies. I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuus soooo mooooooch!!!!!!!!!!!! @.@ so. Much.

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