It's late and I'm bored.

10:13 pm Nov. 7

Dedicating this chapter to my buds Nexy and Nessa!
Love you two so much!! SO MUCHOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs*
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Gahh...I'm just came back from a great football game. I say without enthusiasm because while it was a great game, we lost. Pretty badly. There were tense moments and moments of intense hope and then dramatic disappointment, and moments of "OMG!!!!! GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" which is great... If you're the winning team maybe...

Being in the PEP BAND, we didn't really have all thT much pep by the end of the third quarter when the score was 25-0.... That being my last football game on that field is quite depressing but not really because depression isn't a word to be thrown around willy-nilly.

It was disheartening.

Which for those of you who may not understand, it is saddening and made me very un-excited for our band competition in Lemoore tomorrow.

BUT OMG I GET TO SEE A FRIEND OF MINE TOMORROW AT LEMOORE PROBABLY :DDDD

The cool thing about said friend of mine, Joe, is that my two awesome friends, @Dreams_Love_Evil and @NiggaNexael like hanging with him too! Well Vanessa does.... Idk if Nexy really does. He may find Joe obnoxious or slightly condescending but maybe that's just me seeing things.... Maybe. We'll see. Nex will clear it up for us. Won't you?

Omg so I had a moment of OMG I AM CRAZY today. Wanna hear it? WELL I'M GOING TO TELL YOU ANYWAY.

SO. I was walking out of my art classroom where I see someone I recognize. He reminds me of Beljeet from Phineas and Ferb.... So this is what my brain did:

Oh look, it's Beljeet!
Hey, his name is Miguel, not Beljeet! That is so rude!
*Hangs mental-head in shame and apologizes.*
*Mentally hugs other self and pats mental-shoulder.*

And I walk away from THAT thinking, umm that was weird....... Need to Wattpad it!

So I did.

Also, I find this thought unnecessary now so I will move into the next.

My room is a huge f***ing mess. Pardon my French, but it is.
I have clothes everywhere on my floor, and crap all over my bed except in my sleeping cranny where I spilled mango juice and chips on..... Okay. With this in words, it sounds even worse and while I have a loud part of my brain that says IGNORE IT AND GET OVER YOUR FILTH! I also have the more logical and reasonably more intelligent part that is saying, get your @$$ off your bed and CLEAN SOMETHING BEFORE YOU INHALE A BUG. Logical right? I don't wanna inhale an earwig. Those things are abundantly found in my area and house.

Hey, there's a cheer for my football team that says, "Here we go Mustangs, here we go!" And I was wondering.... Here we go WHERE?? Where ARE we going??? Then I think....

Where are we going?
DORA'S HOUSE,!!!!
Where are we going?
DORA'S HOUSE,!!!!
Where are we going?
DORA'S HOUSE,!!!!
Where are we going?
DOR-RA'S HOUSE,!!!!

I so ashamed..... HA JK. IM NOT. I'm proud to have watched Dora as a middle schooler. My little sister loves her! Loved? Idk. Looks like her though. FOR REAL..... I'll post a pic once I figure out how... Is this longer than normal? Probably.

So I've taken up a strange habit of going onto this chatting website. Do not judge me, I like finding interesting things to do in my free time and that happens to be one of them. Anyway so it' see really cool, if you want the site, pm me. I will not be putting it on the book for now.

OMG THE SONG IM LISTENING TO JUST SAID THE WROOOONNNGGGG WORDS MAN. NOBODY SWEARS WITH MY GOD'S NAME!!!!!!!!! HECK TO THE NO. BRB.

'Kay I fixed it. My back hurts. Sitting hunched over this iPad for too long does that. Gotta bend.
Ooohhhh got a couple pops in that one. Bet I can do a few more!!! :D

Jk I don't bet. But I can.

Hey, think these words in your brain.
"What if I am in a coma in a hospital somewhere that I've been in since I was little and everyone I've ever met since elementary school is fake? What if nothing really exists in this plane of reality? What if everyone is a figment of my imagination??"

That is what goes through my head on a weekly-monthly basis. Seriously. It really does. And stuff like, "what would life be like if I was a boy for a day? What WOULD I do?? Would I really shag every female I could then the next day as a girl be like what? That person never existed. Ever. For legitsies."

Do you guys even know how often I am commended for being attractive? A lot. Okay not commended, but reminded. I know I'm a beautiful girl because people always tell me I am. I hate how girls tend to be like, oh stopp! I'm really not that pretty... I'm like STfudgeU AND TAKE THE DAMN COMPLIMENT,!!!! GEEEZZZZZ......... the. To the complimentor I say, thanks! I know I am! And smile ^~^ I realize that may come off as conceited but you'd think after getting told it often enough, people would just come to accept their natural beauty! I mean I wear mascara and occasionally light eyeliner. I have blonde eyelashes so unless you want to call me Nathan instead of Natalie, let me wear my mascara. Trust me.

Ugh I need to realign the spineeee.

Nah I just laid back against my headboard with pillows in front of it.

Weird, when I lay like this, I get shaky and cold. No fair.

So I'm going to stop using the basic phrase, "how old are you?" Because asking someone how OLD they are may imply they're old. Old I think is starting at 65. Maybe 60. Mayyyybbeeee 50........ But I like 60. So I will be saying how young I am. I am 17 years young. Suck on that Father Time! Ha old fart! And the Zebra and Walrus of Time. Not many people know of those two but they are almighty being that control space and time. Hypothetically speaking.
If my religion didn't contradict that, I'd be okay with it. But it does. And I'm not gonna go into religion in this particular installment.

Hey if you guys like my stuffs, vote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm serious, stop whatever you're doing right now and IM COLD OMG vote!!!!!!!

VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE

Hey, did anyone go vote? No not on this I mean really vote! Like ballots and congressmen? Ya kno, the real deal shiznit? Anyone keeping ups?
If you haven't, disregard whatever you want, if you are don't you think it's interesting how our house and senate are more than 50% republican but we have a democrat president?
A wise man once said, "A house divided against itself cannot stand." Anyone anyone? *cricket* Beuller? Post the name of the person who said that in comments!! I'lll love you foreevverrrrrrr!!!!!!

I'm tired..... and a bit cold. Love that feeling of euphoria when you close your eyes for a moment and your brain just kinda ahhhhs and its like a bath made of brain hugs and comfort! Yep. Just had a mini brain org. Don't hate me.

Kay good length for not writing in a few days ya? Next chapter will be about the rally today............ Stay VERY tuned boys n girlies....

Love you chickies!!
---momma duck!
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