It's late and I'm bored.

Well damn.

Yeah it's been a long time and a shitload of stuff has happened since I last updated.

I'll try to make a list and sum some of it all up

Lol sum some......

THE LIST OF THINGS

-I'm in college now, taking ASL and I'm very excited about it!!
-I haz a job. Duh, I've had one.
-I've kissed yet another dude. His name is Luis and I am very upset by it all.
--->that's his sweater btw.... 🙄
-I'm not dating Charlie, BUT we've never stopped talking but for a short reprieve which I will elaborate on 🎱 just look for that 8 ball later and it'll be where that story is.
-I've bought many interesting thangs that I may mention sooner or later. (Mayyybe)
-I'm currently planning for a cruise to Alaska
-Kiara may be going to another country for a mission trip this summer
-Alex got his driving permit
-Charlie is coming to San Diego in April 2016 (that's THIS year)
-I went snow tubing
-I drank blk water
-I tried tuna and salmon sashimi (raw fish by itself)
-I think I told you guys I had Appendicitis.... Maybe. I will go check and come back then continue writing.

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I guess I didn't! I didn't really look very hard but I was busy for a while there.

Anywuuuu, I had appendicitis and Charlie messaged me that whole night, figuring out what was wrong with me til he told me to go get my mom which led to a hospital visit where I went blind for a minute. Then many needles were involved and a very cold finger........ *shudders* but now I have these scars on my bellay! I hated them for the first while because I don't want my kids to see them or my pregnant belly to have scars but it can't be helped, and coincidentally, Charlie loves all things medically related and finds my odd bits n bobs to be fascinating. Like how I can see my pulse in my stomach. That's a weird thang.
But yeah! Appendicitis sucks.

I'm in college taking courses for my AA, I'm majoring in English for now. I'm working at camp as an off-season dishwasher/housekeeper. So is Kiara. She might be going to Service Corps though and with me this summer as a counselor..... AHHHHH

So I don't like driving. I don't like cars. I don't like highways. I don't like street lights. I don't like traffic signals. I don't like other people. I HATE DRIVING.

But if Kiara isn't going to be here...... I have to learn...... And get my license...... Fack.

I don't wanna. OH and I get very anxious when people drive crazy and when I was skyping Charlie yesterday he said I won't like how he drives then and gosh dang it that's going to suck. Ima just sleep in his car then. That's how I deal.

I sleep during roadtrips, outings, coming back from work or school, etc., so it'll be easy to fall asleep in whatever car he has.

......

Unless he gets a motorcycle. . . . . . Then I will happily join him and be glad to be on the road. But if and only if he gets a bike.

Oooohhhh Harley's are sexy as fuck.

Okay anything else new?
I have a corset and I fell asleep in it last night and I feel fine.
Charlie likes it btw.

Uhmmmm I have been drinking soy milk because it's tasty but I still drink normal milk too.

I gave up soda for lent. But had ginger ale the other day so that's my cheat.

I have a tattoo!! And I wanna get more. I want to get matching tattoos with Charlie but I'm not going to tell him that. I also had a dream where in the second part I was pregnant with triplets and he was the dad and we were married and I usually tell him all of my dreams I couldn't tell him that part and I think I hurt his feelings about it but I can't tell him that!!! I mean I can't tell him about the dream. And I won't bring it up because he's not ready to hear that.