𝐓𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 || 𝐓𝐊 ✓

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T: How can l just forget everything??

T: How can I just forget that me and you ever happened?

T: all the phone calls, secrets, messages, and the those nights. They had to mean something at one point and it hurts too much to let it all go. I can't pretend that it all never happened.

T: If you only know how much those little moments with you matters to me.

T: past 2 years full of memories. It's not right. This all isn't right. It wasn't supposed to be like this. People tell me just to let it all go and that you are a terrible person and that I don't need you.

J: probably dwarf said that..

T: But you are not a terrible person that's just it, you aren't. And I do need you. I don't want anyone else. I don't want to make memories with someone else, I want to keep making memories with you

T: but what have you been doing behind my back? Going on dates..

J: you've been the same too

J: hanging out with other guys and all

T: HANGING OUT and DATES are totally different

J: it's you who started it.. don't blame it on me at the end

J: even when you didn't know the Jack you talked to was me, you've been flirting

J: how can I trust that you don't flirt with others

T: I am not going to talk about it again.. I need to say what I have to

T: First of all l just gotta stop and make sure you know how much you mean to me and how much I love you. I didn't let you feel enough how much I love you.

T: it hurts knowing I tried doing my best and it still wasn’t good enough...

T: I love you so so so much and I hope you will always know that. I don't know where I would land up hereafter but I would probably try to stay out of your sight

J: can we not be friends?

T: so that I have to see you and Nayeon on dates.. nah.. I choose myself to heal than to suffer

J: uh-huh

J: Taehyung remember one thing..

J: humans are all different and got different personalities

J: I don't even know how I lost interest in you.. maybe because we didn't get enough time together right..

J: I won't blame you about me having feelings for Nayeon but she is not wrong

T: can you please not bring her up all the time

J: we need to clear things..

T: we don't..

T: I just wanted to say we are over..

J: yeah

T: it's so easy for you to say that as if those fucking two years don't matter

T: you've changed alot

T: this might be the last time I'm texting you.. and hereafter I won't ever see you again.. not in this lifetime