Why Do You Care? | Todoroki Angst, BakuTodo

alternative 1 ‐ I missed you

Shoto POV:

It's been 2 days since me and Bakugo broke up...I've been worse than ever, not eating, not drinking, just sleeping, smoking and cutting. There was no one to help me, I stopped attending class even for tests now, my sister was on a school trip ith her class and Natsuo got scholarship so he was in US, Enji worked all the time so I didn't even see him past 2 days...I was peacefully just about to take a nap when I hear a know and bell ring on the front door. I slowly get up from my futon and bearly walked to the front door without passing out, I open the door expecting it to be Aizawa sensei or a mailman but it was neither,  it was Bakugo Katsuki my lover. He was looking bad..dark eyebags under his eyes showing the lack of sleep and amouts crying He went through as well as these sad full of worry, beautiful red eyes.

- Katsuki?

-Shoto...Can I come in? We have a test tomorrow I thought maybe we can study together and talk... - he says with a sad look on me
- Sure...come in... - I say quietly

After he took of his shoes we went to my room. It was so smelly and messy I didn't let Bakugo in at first but he pressured me to open the door. There was couple of blood stain tissues all around the room, half empty boxes of cigarettes, a razor blade on the floor and dried blood drops on the tatami mats.

- Sho... - Katsuki sighed and opened the window

- sorry...

We started cleaning up the mess I made past 2 days, I was bearly walking so Katsuki cleaned up most of the mess while I sat down on the floor trying to wash of the dried blood on the tatami mats. After we cleaned up, Bakugo went out of the room, I didn't bother to see where's he going since I didn't have any energy left in my body...After 20 minutes Bakugo came back with a tray of food...He didn't change, he still cares for me...

- Eat.

He says placing the tray on the floor, while sitting on the floor next to me, he looks at me and places a hand on my shoulder. I pick up the chopsticks with shaking hands and placed them down seconds after. I suddenly started crying...my stomach hurts, my head hurts, thoughts are screaming at me but I didn't care...I see Bakugo is now crying as well..

- You know I read online it might help if someone you love will feed you...can I try?

- yeah.. - I say crying

He takes the tray, taking cold soba noodles into the chopsticks and making it's way to my mouth. I open my mouth close it second after.."I can't do this" I whisper "You can" he whispers back, I try to open my mouth again and he puts the food in my mouth. It feels good but terrible at the same time. I chew slowly feeling more tears fall down my cheeks as I swallow the food. We continue eating until I felt full it was just after ⅓ of small portion but my stomach was so small now I couldn't eat more even if I wanted to..

- Kats...Can we...Try again? I love you...

- Sho...Of course.. - he cried kissing my cheek

After we studied for a bit I decided that I want to be back to the dorms, so he helped me pack up again. We went out of the house, making our way back to the dorms. After we got there I was greeted by worries and sadness of our classmates, I told them what happened, they understood and I went to my dorm. I unpacked my suitcase with the help of Bakugo. Once we were done we went to cuddle in his room.

- I'm so happy you're back Shoto...

- me too-

My sentence was cut by Bakugos strong kiss as he placed his lips on mine I fell into the kiss as I feel our tounges dancing with each other. Katsuki bit my lip asking for entrance to my mouth I open my mouth feeling his tongue explore every inch of my mouth, I moan a bit for the lack of oxygen which seemed to turn on Katsuki even more as he deepens the kiss making me fall on the bed.

- I missed you..so much - he says panting and hugging me

- I missed you too, even more than you can imagine

He kissed me again, lying down next to me playing with my hair. "I love you" he whispers into my ear, I blushed and kissed him on his cheek "I love you too" I whisper. I told him I decided to recover and continue studying in UA dorms until I get better. He was extremely happy, and even shed a tear of happiness. The rest of the day was went peacefully I even managed to eat a bowl of rice for dinner, it made everyone happy, me and Bakugo cuddled and talked before going to sleep.

The next day

I came to school as if nothing happened, of course I met with countless worried teachers and advices by Aizawa-sensei but I couldn't car less. I finished my English test and decided to go back to dorms, I still didn't feel good enough to stay at school for the whole day. When I went back to the dorms I simply went to sleep waiting for Katsukis arrival.
After Katsuki came back from UA we  decided to have dinner together, he cooked food while I was handing him ingredients and helping in general. He cooked us pizza, one of my fear foods but I knew I had eat I knew I had to recover, for Katsuki, for my mom, for my family and friends for everyone. I ate slowly but I managed to eat 2 pieces of pizza, let's forget about the fact it took me 2 hours, I didn't care I was getting healthier by every bite that's all that matter to me. Bakugo finished his food in 10 minutes but he kept waiting and cheering me up when I felt like I can't do this anymore, I felt happy I could finally start to eat and I had everything I loved with me, Bakugo Katsuki. After I finished my meal we hugged Katsuki was so cute when he's happy, his happiness was making me the happiest person in the world.

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