Perhaps... take refuge with me?

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I wouldn't say I was a fan of helping people. Not like I had a choice, but I was given plenty of opportunities to do so... and yet... its as if there's this clenching feeling near my chest whenever I witness someone that I might've-






No-






I could HAVE done something






Anything!!






and yet I did absolutely 






Nothing! but stare at them when I could hav-






I never really thought about it.... Why didn't I take those chances? 


Would it hurt me to have tried?


Would it have given me any benefits at all?


If we were to exchange places would they have done the same?


Was it really necessary? 


Was it worth it? 


Were my actions justified? 


They were supposed to be right? 


I was literally in the same situation as them! 


Was I supposed to do anything else besides what I needed to do?






The more I think about it the more I generate more questions. 






"Why'd you do it? Why did you pull me back...?" 






I can't really process what I'm doing right now, but you could say






"Why not?"






I'm taking another chance at doing exactly that.






"Was it worth it?"






Another chance at helping someone in need-






"Does it look like it wasn't?"






Because it would mean that I followed through what I think is right. Period.














"Was the period necessary?"






"Didn't you say it would make a statement stronger?"






"E-Eh?.. Where did you hear that?.. Nevermind..."






"Besides, you're more important than you think you are to me"






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