SERENDIPITY

CHAPTER 20

Shit I am unable to sleep seriously he looks like an angel while sleeping and moonlight is also making him look like an angel.  He is beautiful both in and out but fuck his presence and fragrance is not letting me sleep  ,so I simply went toward balcony with cigarette in my hand damn, if Mihyun were here, she would throw my cigarette, not talk to me, or any other punishment. I am so lucky that she is my friend; she cares for me so much, but tonight no one will stop me from smoking.I looked back toward my bed and saw him sleeping like an angel he looks so calm and peaceful I wish i would also find peace quickly i don't know but i am feeling something weird in my stomach maybe I am afraid to loose him even he is not mine . I wonder what future holds for me . I clicked some pictures of breathtaking view and posted on social media .
Mr. Min's office is near his house; I wish I could see him. I miss him. He said he would hold my hand whenever I  will fall. I just want to see him. He must have turned into a fine man by now. When I heard Jimin was having a deal with Min's damn, my delusional ass thought that maybe it was him, but naa. I want to feel him, his hugs, and I still have that cute little cat key chain that he gave me. I clearly don't remember him, and my memory of him is fading, but I don't want to forget him. He was my knight with shining armour, my touch to darkness.

He was the only one who accepted me as I was. He respected my every decision, and like an older brother, he guided me. I still remember when I first met him and I called him "hyung" instead of "oppa," and Hei stared at me, scolded me, but he allowed me to call him "hyung." He was the first one who asked or was interested in knowing my true intentions behind my mistakes, and after some days, I told him that I don't like the word "oppa," and he said it's okay to be what you like or to be what you want to be, after all, it's your life and you can do whatever you want to do. I miss you
When I say that ,I miss you more ,Even though I’m looking at your photo , I still miss you, Time is so cruel .I miss you , I miss you
I miss you How much more do I have to wait? How many more days do I have to stay up all nights? Until I can see you? You know it all, You’re my best friend,The sun will rise again, No darkness, no season, Can last forever, Until I can meet you?

Shit sun rays are directly hitting my face and gosh why people are so noisy in the morning. Clock reads it's 7 in morning. Damn my whole body aches ,shit my neck is stiffened argh lesson for the day is never let any Male's perfume distract you . He is sleeping so peacefully on my bed .We have time to sleep more, I  guess but I don't want to sleep . I don't know why I walked toward my bed and my fucking hands without my permission touched his  black silky and soft hairs fuck this man is driving me crazy . Everything about him makes me feel desirable butterflys but I don't want to feel them again . Shit did I wake him up ? Why he is scrunching his adorable nose ? Soon I stratigned my posture and went back to balcony with a glass of water in my hands .
"Good morning Y/N " damn he sounds so sexy .
Y/N:  Morning Jimin, hope you had a great sleep ?
Jimin:  Yes ,sorry for occupying your bed .
Y/N:  Oh, that's okay and because of you I  slept watching beautiful night sky and woke up with sun . That was great.
Jimin:  Shit you slept on that chair , I am so sorry, I made you uncomfortable .
Y/N:  Oh ho Relax , it's completely fine now you should leave my room because I need a shower and don't forget to message me about meeting okay .
Jimin:  Okay and Thank you for the night .
Damn why it sounds dirty, I think I should get a new and innocent brain.
Jimin:  Y/N it's not good for health to smoke .
Shit he saw a packet on coffee table
Y/N:  I know Jimin, but something I need something to distract me from this cruel  world . And last time I smoked was almost a year ago so I am not addicted okay.
Jimin:  Y/N I can distract you from reality but please don't smoke I can't lose you.
Damn , I want to tell him I need distraction from him .
Y/N:  I will try , have a great day ahead Jimin.
Jimin:  You too and I am always ready to help you okay, what to have to do is a call or message ,I hope this is last time we are having discussion  on this topic .
He grabbed that packet shit that was a new one I had only used 2 or 3 cigarettes but ,
I just flashed a smile and he exited my room . After having a great hot water shower my body feels better, I know it's summer season but my body aches from sleeping . I ordered my breakfast in my room because I am lazy to go out , it's 9 :30 and we will be leaving till 10 :30 so i called Tae and found  that Mihyun is also there at his house we talked about random things and Ddsuon was really enjoying with them great . I told Mihyun whatever happened yesterday night ofcourse when Teahyung was not around and she was giggling but our conversation was interrupted by Jimin's call,  we have to leave for meeting  now so  I checked myself again and collected my belongings we would need.  Thank God Hei was driving and Jimin sat at passenger seat , I don't know why but I think Hei is smiling and I think it's not a good sign.  Soon we reached our destination and we were greeted by Mr Min and his bitch, we entered inside and fuck  what the hell is he doing here ? Damn I HATE BUSAN SO FUCKING MUCH ,  shit he is coming  toward me , am I afraid of him ? No ,I am not afraid but I hope he don't create any scene here . Is he the reason behind  my lovely cousin's smile ?
" Y/N you here ?"