Forbidden Love

Chapter 17

"I'm a virgin.."

I stand there waiting for movement, a word, a reaction, something..

"So the reason you're resisting us is because you're a virgin?" Draco finally speaks up.

"Why are you so afraid to give yourself away? Do you possibly think we would ever hurt you?" Mattheo asks in a concerned tone.

I stand there, feeling weak. Maybe I shouldn't have said anything.. Maybe I should've kept that piece of me to myself. I begin to get angry because I know I will get hurt if I allow myself to go there with the two of them.

No. It's not something I should be ashamed of. I've never met anyone good enough for me, happy to be with me, hopeful to make me feel the best I've ever felt in my entire life. 

I shift and slowly look up at them. 

"I'm not going to be another one of your trophies, Mattheo. That's not me. Yes, I may flaunt my shit around but that's how I am. My personality is wild and so am I. I want my first to be with someone that truly cares about me. Yes, the sex will be a plus, but I want someone willing to fight for me and care for me. I'm not going to just be another number on both of your scoreboards.." 

They look at me with worry in their eyes. They could truly rock my world if I would allow them to, and I know that. I honestly just want to know that it's right, that it's the perfect time with the perfect person.

"You don't understand.. I don't want this right now," I tell them, tears springing from my eyes and onto my tank top.

I watch as they study me from across the room, and wait for them to say something.

"Just take me to the secret room," I demand.

Draco's POV:

Mattheo and I enter the girls' bathroom to find Eden standing in front of mirror, head down, water dripping off of her chin. 

Does she not realize how absolutely mesmerizing she is? She could easily have anyone she desired.. and here I am, begging her on the inside to let her give myself to her. 

I ask her if she really thought what she just did in front of us was going to make us forget about her. How could we, after we just saw how she moves that sweet ass of hers.. Mattheo tells her to stop resisting the sexual urge like a virgin and she goes completely silent, and pale. He definitely struck a nerve with that word. She finally replies to Mattheo's comment after a few moments of silence and she completely rips us apart with her subtle response. 

She's a virgin.. 

Nobody has ever gotten the chance to make her feel completely alive.. She is so hurt. You can tell with every word that's spoken that she truly wants someone to care for her and protect her. 

Why doesn't she see that I can be that for her?

I can't speak for Mattheo, but I know exactly how I feel about her. Yes, the sex would be absolutely amazing and her body is something that always invades my mind, but I would truly be there to love her, protect her, and cherish her every second of every day. 

What the hell is this girl thinking? 

"Just open up and let me be there," I think to myself.

She tells the both of us that she doesn't want this right now. Instead of responding to her, we watch as she walks out of the bathroom to go who knows where.

Doesn't want what? Doesn't want us? Doesn't want to lose her virginity?

Then, wiping her tears from her eyes, she demands that we take her to our secret room.

Does this girl not realize what she's asking for right now?