I COULD ALWAYS FEEL YOUR PRESENCE | FREENBECKY | (COMPLETED)

21 - ENCOUNTER

FREEN'S POV;

Few days after that stalking Becca incident. I decided to keep myself busy, I try so hard to distract myself from remembering what I had witnessed Infront of Becca's boutique. It's painful but there's nothing I could do. Honestly, it keeps in bothering me. And I just don't know how to ease the pain. I try so many effort but at the end of the day, it still coming back at me, invading my mind. I feel tortured.

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I'm in the middle of baking cookies at the bakery's kitchen when suddenly Nam came interrupting.
"Freen, could you leave it first and help me deliver these pastries to this address." I took my time wiping my hands on the apron while looking at the address which is currently on Nam's hand.

I feel relieved it isn't far from here . So I nodded to her request. I wash my hands immediately and dry it using a towel. Soon after that, I took off my apron and carried the package which is placed on the table. I then grab a receipt book and a car key before heading to the car. A moment later I drive off to the address given.

I have now arrived at the location given. It's actually a big company. Soon I went to the receptionist area and informed her about the pastries delivery. She made a call afterwards. After checking in my status she then told me to go straight to the third floor. Without wasting time I went to the elevator heading to the direction given. As soon as I reached the third floor, I asked one of the workers there, to whom should I give the pastries to and they told me to bring it to the meeting room. I feel so glad that they're being cooperative and showing me the way.

Soon I arrived in front of the meeting room. The door is closed so I try to knock to get a permission. It didn't take long for someone to open the door.
"Yes! You're finally here, right on time" the lady looks so happy when she saw a box of pastries on my hands.
"Please come in, just put it on the table" she continued. I smiled at her but as soon as I got in, I was stunned. Becca is there. I never thought I would see her again. My smile slowly faded and anxious started creeping me. There are like 5 people in the meeting room but my eyes were just glued at the beauty Infront of me. I want to retreat but the door behind me is already closed.

I'm cursing inside as she stared at me without breaking a contact. Her pupils were dilated and shiny. I feel attacked by her intense gaze. So this is how Becca look like If she isn't blind. I tried so hard to composed myself from being panic. Never thought I would make eye contact with her someday, today is the first. I never imagine that. Nevertheless i only dare to look at her for 3 seconds. I brace myself and put the box on the desk closer to her. I feel so weak that I almost couldn't breath. I'm so nervous.

I try to control my unstable emotion and I distract myself by taking the receipt out of my trouser's pocket. However, it didn't really help. I still can see from the corner of my eyes that she's staring at me. Soon after I gave the receipt to the lady. I bow to her one last time. Immediately I left the room. My heart is thumping so fast and I still can feel it now.

I almost burst into tears earlier. God, I miss you so much Becca. I want to hug you but I can't. You are so close and yet so far.

Despite of that, I understand that you're not longer mine and I should bear that in mind.