You Are The Cause Of My Euphoria

Enlisted

You are not my destiny,

Yet you are my path.

You are not my fate,

Yet you are my choice.

You are not my life,

Yet you are my happiness.

You are not my type,

Yet I fell in love.

You will never be mine,

Yet I will always be yours.

Grace's pov

"I have something very important to discuss with you guys today, specifically you girls." our manager looked at us seriously and I gulped at his look, concerned. We girls all exchanged glances as we were sitting in the meeting room with all fourteen of us. "One of the reasons we first started searching for possible candidates for new members is because of Korea's enlistment law. We have come do a difficult decision." he paused, looking at us. We all nodded nervously, he continued, "All seven members of the boy unit of BTS are going to enlist at the same time and they are to report to base in a month. You girls will carry the group for two years until they return, reuniting with each other." All of us girls gasped and looked the guys, hoping it wasn't true. They only returned sad looks and nodded slowly.

My hands went to my mouth, eyes watery "No! Why do all of you have to go at the same time?" Jimin reached out and took my hand, giving it a squeeze, "It's better this way, so then we will always be together after the two years are up. We won't have to worry about anyone else having to serve." his eyes pleaded with me to understand, but I could only hang my head.

I looked up again and engulfed him in a hug, "I'm gonna miss you so much." I choked on my words as a lump in my throat formed, hot tears threatening to spill. A few rebellious drops found their way onto Jimin's t-shirt, forming small circles. He pulled away from me and held me at arms length before reaching a gentle hand up to wipe away the tears on my cheeks. "Please don't cry, jamae." a sad smile appeared on his face. H-he called me his sister. I looked him in the eyes with a small smile, touched that he considered me his sister.

All of the other girls had started crying too and our manager stood up, "Why don't you all go back home together and sit and talk? Perhaps you should plan a 7-day get away next week so you can spend some time together before you have to report." he quietly left the room. We all stood up, sniffling.

Jimin took my hand and helped me stand up. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and we walked out together. Rubbing my arm comfortingly, he bent down a little, "We will have opportunities to Skype to each other."

I looked up at him, eyes probably red and puffy, "Jinjja?" he nodded and I looked down at the ground again before responding, "Okay."

We all gathered in Jungkook's apartment and the first thing we did was do a big group hug, crying together. Then we sat down a reminisced on the past, laughing and crying. Joy filled the apartment that solemn morning, despite the coming separation.

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*Time skip three days*

I woke up feeling a little nauseous and I walked to use the bathroom. Once I used it, I groaned. Washing my hands, I grabbed my phone and opened the girls group chat.

Me:

Guys, I have horrible news

Minnie: