You Are The Cause Of My Euphoria

Perhaps There's No Such Thing As Moving On

When I miss you, I read our old conversations, smile like an idiot, listen to songs that remind me of you, then miss you more.

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Time skip to one year later... Grace- I know, time flies.

"Okay, guys. You ready?" Minji asked as we all sat in front of a computer screen because we were going to do a video call with the guys. It's been a year since Jungkook and the guys left again. We've done so much since then! Released an album, written songs, recreated music videos, red carpet appearances, BBMAS, AMAs, along with a bunch of Korean award shows like the MAMAs. Faith also released a single called Erase You and I think we both really related to it.

We finally won a Grammy! We won Pop Duo/Group Performance of the year for Butter! We all cried when they said "BTS!" It was a very emotional moment for us and Yunji cried as she made her speech while the rest of us were crying in the background. When I stepped up to speak, I said, "I want to first and foremost thank ARMYs and all that they've done for us. They've supported us at our best and worst and this award I'm holding right now doesn't mean anywhere near as much as you guys do to me. But, I also want to thank Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok, Seokjin, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook for helping make this possible. Even though they're not here right now, they also won this award. They've worked their asses off for ten years to help us get to this moment. So, thank you guys and I miss you."

I miss the guys but something's up with Jungkook. Or maybe he's just busy. His letters have become very few and far between. I have maybe 15 letters from Jungkook but I've sent at least thirty, including a package of ramen because Jungkook told me the ramen there was terrible. I don't know what's going on because Jungkook would always reply quickly but sometimes it would be weeks until he'd finally send a letter.

"Yes! Just call them already!" Dari blurted out impatiently. "I want to see Jimin's cutie, sexy, lovely face again!" I snickered at Dari's comment.

"Damn girl, chill." Abby told Dari.

"I'm sorry, but I literally can't help it." we all laughed at her and Minji pressed the call button.

Almost immediately they answered, but I was confused when I didn't see Jungkook, "Where's Kookie?" I asked Namjoon.

Namjoon looked over his shoulder at something that couldn't be seen, "Jungkook as some very big news he wants to share with you all."

We all looked at each other confused, "What do you mean?"

Yoongi gestured, "Come on."

Jungkook then walked into view but with someone else, "Hi guys. I want you to meet my girlfriend Ji-eun, also known as IU."

Surprisingly, Jungkook saying that didn't hurt me as much as I thought it would. In fact, I was happy for him; he deserves happiness and who am I to say otherwise? "Congratulations! We're so happy for you!" all of the girls looked at me funny, even Namjoon seemed to be expecting a different reaction.

Ji-eun smiled and waved, "It's so nice to meet you all! I've heard so much about you!"

Minji leaned forward, "So, how did y'all meet?"

Jungkook and Ji-eun looked at each other and I saw love in his eyes, "Well, Ji-eun actually enlisted in the Army as well and we just happened to bump into each other while we were on duty."

Ji-eun giggled, "Jungkook looked speechless and super awkward."

Jungkook protested, "I did not!"

We all laughed and Ji-eun shook her head, "You were stumbling over your words, you were like 'oh, um you're IU? I um, mean Jisoo, no no Ji-eun! Wh-wh-why are you here?'." she laughed at Jungkook's red face. "I was like, yes I am. And I told him why I was there, which was to serve my country. Then Jungkook just walked away and I didn't see him for a couple weeks until he asked if I wanted to go on a date, which would basically mean walking the base on our break hours."