Stardust And Secrets|| D.M ||

12

" Wanna be yours - Arctic Monkeys"
" I don't know how my name got out. Ron is very mad at me " Harry scoffed in anger
" Calm down Harry, it's not Ron's fault he just thinks that everything is easy for you as you are the ' chosen one '. "
" Still he needs to understand-"
" Why is Malfoy staring at you more often? " Luna interrogated
And she is right. I also catch him talking glances at me during class, especially during potions.
And I will not lie I liked him a lot. If someone else was that night boy I would have considered it love but he is neither my friend nor enemy now. That fact that I love him but some inexplicable things are stopping me. He is just so, so tantalizing but I hate him. Ugh, what are these feelings?
I saw him leaving but he left something behind, it was a notebook. I know I should not touch others property but out of curiosity, I took a peek at it.

You hated your eyes, You called them a weird and dull brown, That I want to read right away,

You'd never see them the way I do, The way you're eyes tell a story,

They hold sparks of stolen sunlight, That you miss with one glance, you can see raw emotion, The dark that keeps me company when I need it,

That will put you in a trance, They're a fix of nature,

The brown paths nature creates that I love staring at,

They are everything I need to make me feel safe to make me feel home,

To make me feel like I belong here looking at you,

The eyes I memorized in my mind,

When I was tired of not belonging, They made me feel like I've been found, And I hope you'll never say again that you're eyes are just simply dull and ugly.

Yours
Draco

Suddenly someone snatched that journal out of my hands.
" Who gave YOU the right to touch MY things, Asterin? " Draco hissed at me, with pure anger in his eyes. He was trembling and taking steps back. He was probably embarrassed by the thought that I had seen something he might not have told anyone and I think I did.
" Oh yea? So what have you written in it that you want to hide from everyone Mister Malfoy? " I snapped at him
He grabbed me by my collar and we were so close that we could feel each other's breath.
" Don't make me punch you in the face, I don't like touching girls "
" Oh yes? Then try me " I shouldn't have said that.
He gave me a small smirk and said
" We will see about that"
What the hell is wrong with him?
" Are you okay Eve? " Luna asked
" Yes I am okay " " it's just that he is so vulnerable and then a jerk the next second "
He has more mood swings than Seamus.

I ran to my dorm holding some tears.
I just came in, I spotted an owl in my window. I took the letter that it had bought.

Miss Evara,
How are you? I wanted to give you the news of I and Blair's marriage. I was so sad you could not make it but I wanted to tell you that If you had come, the ceremony would have been even more special. Oh and how are you? How is your year going on? I heard there is a Triwizard tournament going on, I hope everything is alright. Always remember Me and Blair love you so much in any circumstances. Please tell me if you need anything, money, clothes or any advice. I would be glad to help you
Yours faithfully
Evan lastor
I love Evan so much.
I wish I could attend their wedding.
Just then I heard a knock on the door.
It was Draco
" Hey, I wanted to apologize for how I acted this morning. I didn't mean to- "
"It's alright, I should have apologized"
We looked at each other for a couple of seconds and then lunged at each other for a hug.
He hugged me very tightly but it was still so comfortable. He wrapped his arms around my waist and upper back, resting his head on my shoulder.
Looked like that we both realized that the hug was there for a little longer than it should be. We pushed each other looking flustered.
" Uh a-and by the way y-you look beautiful," he said while looking like a red little tomato.
" Uh thank you"
And then he ran away. That boy made me chuckle sometimes.
Just then Luna appeared out of nowhere
" Hey Eve may I come in? " Luna asked
" Yes sure you don't need to ask "

" Eve I want to ask you something," Luna said with concern on her face "
" Definitely"
Luna took my hands in hers and asked
" Do you like Malfoy? "
I was stunned. I couldn't answer this question myself. I was looking at our hands.
" Wish I didn't"
" So you do? "
" I do "
I said with a bit of embarrassment on my face
"It's okay Eve, I will not hate you but please don't mention it to the trio or they will think something they shouldn't"
" I promise I will not " I assured her
I love him and I accept it.