𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐨 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

look what youve done

Tw : blood , self harm, idk

nick had severe anger issues. he tried therapy and everything but nothing worked. he went to physical therapy for 2 years and it got some what better. Matt and Chris knew how to control him by making him feel better, but they also knew to keep their boundaries. For example, they were at an event, and they met someone new and they got along pretty well. At least until they started making jokes about Matt, but nick could tell he felt uncomfortable & hurt.

"Matts such a pussy, you really get hurt by your brothers simple jokes? and why is he so quiet."

Matt laughed it off uncomfortably. nick had enough he clenched his fists.

then the person started pushing him.

"please stop.."
Matt said shyly.

"what did u say Matt?"
they laughed.

"he said stop dude lmao"
Chris said.

"oh em gee take a joke.."

"it's not a joke if it's not funny."

"oh shut up Chris your clothing brand is shit and your just immature & childish."

nick had enough, he pushed harshly into people.

"why are you so pressed? huh? wow Matt you really need your brother to defend you? nick fight me then pussy."

nick punched him in the eye, and beat him on the ground.

the person did fight back, he gave Nick a bloody nose, and a bloody lip.

nick beat the shit out of him.

"nick !! nick!?"

"stop!! enough nick!!"

their voices were clear again.

nick looked at his hands and saw they were bloody.

he got up and saw the person unconscious.
( not dead tho lolz )

nick put his hands over his mouth when he realized his mistakes.

he put his finger below his nose to feel the blood and his head felt numb, half of it was bleeding.

"shit.. ow"
nick said as he held his head.

nick looked up to see everyone looking at him, with a scared look on their face.

nick felt guilty, what had he become.
he backed up, he teared up.

Chris and Matt looked at each-other and carried him out.

they bought ice, to ice his head.

Chris said in the back as he iced nicks head,
and let him rest his head on his shoulder.

"why did u do that for me and Matt?"

"because I love you guys and you guys are my brothers."

"you have to control your anger Nicky, I don't want you hurting yourself or others."

"I'll try for u and Matt."

Chris fell asleep. nick was thinking of what would happen if he couldn't control his anger? could things get worse? nick felt guilty, and he didn't want to hurt his brothers even if it was out of his control.

❤️‍🩹

end of flashback

things did not go so great that time.
today they were filming a video, Matt and Chris were jokingly insulting Nick as usual.

Until.. Chris took it to far.

"that's probably why you had an eating disorder."

"Chris!?"
Matt said.

"what it's true?"

"what the fuck."
nick said.

"Don't fucking bring that up."

nick pushed Chris into a chair, and he hit his head on the edge of the chair.

"ow.. what the hell."
Chris said holding his head.

Chris got up, "What was that for? at-least i wasn't depressed for half of my life."

Chris said as he pushed nick.

"Chris stop."
Matt said.

"Ahahah, are you sad?"
Chris said as he pushed him.

nick pushed him harshly into the table and punched him in the rib cage hard.

"ow.."
Chris said holding his stomach in pain, struggling to breathe.
"Nick why would you do that? Are you crazy"

"Oh my god.. I'm so sorry Chris-"

"no get the fuck away from me. your a monster"

Chris ran to his room hiding from nick.

"look what you have done."
Matt said as he ran to Chris.

nick ran to Chris's room.

"open the door, I'm sorry Chris."

"Get away from me."

nick ran to his room.

"I'm such a fuck up."
"look what you have done to your own brother?
Chris is right you are a monster!"

nick looked at himself.

he grabbed the razor and cut himself on his arm.

I deserved this

there was a knock on his door,
as nick was going to get it he slipped and fell.
he hit his head on the edge of the wall.

nick slipped Into a unconscious state.

"why isn't he answering the doo-"
a thump.

"oh shit."

Chris ran to get a key from downstairs and unlocked the door to see Nick on the floor.

"oh shit.. matt help me carry him into the bed."

"nick wake up.."

"huh.. Chrissy!!"

"I'm so sorry."
nick sobbed into Chris. 

"shh it's okay sweets."

Chris said as he embraced nick.

"please don't hurt yourself Nicky, I love you so much it hurts me to see u like this."
Chris said gently as he stroked nicks hair.

"okay.."

matt hugged him.

Chris pressed a Kiss on his forehead, Nick smiled.

nick laid down. And chris and Matt laid on each side of him.

Chris embraced him as he held him tightly, nick hugged him with his arms around his waist as Matt wiped the tears from his face.

Chris stroked his hair gently as he fell asleep in their hold.

"we promise to help you always 🤍."

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I'm back, I'm sorry this wasn't my best.