"Haven't heard from him" "no, it's whatever" but it wasn't
So I'm a singer and songwriter I play local gigs in my hometown in Chicago Illinois I also have a YouTube channel
I was dating detective Jay Halstead of Chicago police department for 3 years but we broke up and I haven't heard from him in 6 months I missed him but he made his choice
I was out at Mollys drinking redds hard apple I was on my second one I hadn't been there in a while because I was afraid to see jay A lot of jays crew slash co workers were there tonight so it's possible he might come unfortunately
Wearing (pic above)
"Haven't heard from him" "no, it's whatever" but it wasn't "your turn" my friend said the girl singing before me was finished I stood up walked over to the stage grabbed the mic
"Go zoey" Antonio said I smiled " this song I wrote, it's called back to you" the music started and I started singing I was looking at the ground singing
Took you like a shot
Thought that I could chase you with a cold evening
Let a couple years water down how I'm feeling about you
And every time we talk
Every single word builds up to this moment
And I gotta convince myself
I don't want it even though I do
You could break my heart in two
But when it heals, it beats for you
I know it's forward but it's true
I looked up and I saw him standing there by the door looking at me I stared at him singing
I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to
When I'm lying close to someone else
You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it
If I could do it all again
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you
We never got it right
Playing and replaying old conversations
Overthinking every word and I hate it
'Cause it's not me
And what's the point in hiding
Everybody knows we got unfinished business
And I'll regret it if I didn't say this isn't what it could be
" I was still looking at him and he was looking at me
You could break my heart in two
But when it heals, it beats for you
I know it's forward but it's true
I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to
When I'm lying close to someone else
You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it
If I could do it all again
I know I'd go back to you
I know I'd go back to you
I'd go back to you
I'd go back to you
I finished singing the song I looked away from him
Everyone was cheering
I sang a couple more songs I wrote about him then I went back to my seat jay went over to his buddies I closed my tab and left I went back to my apartment
All the memories came back to me I missed him so much I changed into my pajamas and crying on my couch I heard a knock on the door I looked out of the peep hole it was jay I let him in and locked the door behind me he didn't say anything the tears were still coming down my face, he just kissed me passionately then deepened the kiss "I love you I am completely and absolutely in love with you" he spoke
We had sex for the first time in months and then got pregnant right after that
