18. WHAT IS IT

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(Cafeteria)

He's here again. "Y/n how... how are you" he said I replied but again stuttered "I'm.....I'm.....fine ! What....about you?" "I'm fine too" "y/n I'm really sorry i-----" "Can you move from this seat" we heard another voice which was none other than JEON JUNGKOOK.


I could feel him piercing holes in taehyung's body with his stares. Wait! He's so fearless. OMG yes finally he's able to do this. But now I could also feel everyone's stares on us trio. I looked at taehyung and give him 'please-stop-this , this- once-please' look. And I guess he got that.


He made his way out and I saw his disappearing shadow. Now Jungkook was there with drinks because our lunch wasn't ready yet. "He did something? You okay? Or said something bad?"or---" wait! So much questions, I cut his words. "No! Jungkook see , he did nothing, he said nothing to me, I know you don't like U6 neither I but he's like those. He...He's nice".


"I know y/n but....but I didn't get out of incident happened with you just because of me" he uttered. Huh!? 'Is he tearing up?' I asked myself. Probably yes or No! "Jung...Jungkook I know....I'm still-Okay let's drop this topic. Okay!?" I said because I was not in mood to go against him.

This boy is making me crazy day by day. I was in my thoughts but suddenly I felt two hands holding mine.WAITTTT!!! I'm still not ready. My heartbeat!????? It's so fast.

"I'm really sorry y/n, I never talked to any girl before like this, because everytime I did, they behaved so mean. But you are the first person in my life who asked him if I was okay, even protected me too. I don't want to lose you or our friendship" he said while caressing my hands.


Why are you doing this JUNGKOOK!!! why I always try to find meanings in your moments but in the end for you it's FRIENDSHIP. But I promise that we both will try and become able to fight against those bullies and live fearless lives.


You must be thinking they're just bullies why we're over exaggerating them and whole situation. So let me tell you that it's not just ' till school' thing , it's a "life,self respect, self confidence" thing.


"Okay Jungkook listen" I said but he avoided eye contact. "Jungkook look, here in my eyes" I said but now my hand was clutching his ones. "Promise me, promise me that you'll never feel helpless. If you ever will then first call your inner soul for help and then follow what it says. Promise me you'll never try to run away or do not fight against bad if needed!" I continued, why it's so emotional.


"Okay you made my belly wait for this delicious meal. NOw you've to pay. What should I go with? Yeah! An ice cream! No 2 or probably 3!" I giggled and changed the topic. He also giggled and nodded with a smile. BEAUTIFUL!





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AT HOME (FAST FORWARD SKIP):

"4:30pm at my place, study session"? I smiled when this message popped in my message app. Another message popped and my smile was even bigger now " picking you too from your place" AWWWW JJK!

What should I wear? I thought. HUH WAIT! This is not a DATE! just a study session. JUST A STUDY SESSION WITH THE PERSON WHO MAKES MY HEARTBEAT 10 TIMES FASTER. SIMPLE ISN'T IT. I like him? I don't know Oh my God, this is so annoying. THIS FEELING! AHHHHHHH!

Oh my God this dress sucks. Should I try this one too. YAH! Got ya! Thank God! But isn't it too girly. {Bitch you are girl:") } ............. I was done with everything. Another message popped, it was from EUNCHAE. We daily chat alot. It was time to do a facetime. It's been long like not that long but YEAH it's been a long time we facetimed each other.

"HEYYYYYY Y/N, you aren't busy right" she roared in an instant. "YAA I'm not busy right now but I'll be in so--". " Are you going somewhere, Show me your whole look bae" As I turned and show her my whole look, she was chanting that i was looking good and cute? I never thought myslef cute, it's just weird.

"Now tell me where are you going? Looks like a DATE, OMG Y/N you got a date. I'm happy for you but exams are near too so focus on both an--" " YAAAAAAAA Manchae listen to me , it's not a DaTe, I'm repeating again, it's not a date, over and out" Wait what am I saying!? Bruh. But why heck i chose this dress!


"What are you thinking?" Eunchae said while winking "Thinking about date right" " OmG Eunchae baby, I said stop or I'm gonna hit you through the phone. No my flying sandal will." We both giggled. Well I didn't notice the time.

"Eunchae, wait for 1 min. Let me check who's on the door" I said as I heard few more knocks on my door. Mom never did knock like that well she never knocked. Leave it. I opened the door and looked at the person , then at my wallclock. Shit! It's already study session time and I'm still here. "Y/n you okay who's there?" I heard Eunchae's voice. Well another shit.






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