"Pata nahi woh khudko samajhti kiya hain" Karishma murmer and through herself on sofa resting her head backward & close her eyes for ease some peace.
"Kisi ke jajbaat ko ahesaan ka naam dena koi unse seekhe...damnn hume kyu farak pad raha hain itna unke iss ravaya se . kitni choti baat tho hain hum overreact kyu kar bethe aur ab bhi kyu umeed laga rakhe hain ki woh aayegi aur hume manayegi...aree unki galti hi kiya hain agar woh ahesaan samjhe tho akhir mein hum tho unke liye ek anjaan hi tho hain...... haa bas ek ajnaabi hain jisse har mod pe unki ladai hoti reheti hain . Agar hum kabhi chale bhi gaye tho bhi woh hume 2 din mein bhul jayengi hume shayad yaad tak nahi karengi par hum kyu phir-"
Such words just ringing in her mind in loop , a rush of frustration arousing throughout her body , her expressions , her reactions and her actions . In her every features dripping only frustration being a failure , a looser who could not make even a little place for herself in Haseena's heart even in such a long time.
"shayad issi liye unko farak hi nahi padta hum kiya feel karte hain !!" Karishma mumbes blankly staring at wall "It's really painful when we are hurt bcz of them and they are enjoying their life peacefully as nothing happened....!!" A sense of vulnerability and agony captivating her and atlast she fell in despair.
"Accha hua karishma tum wapas aa gayi hume tumhari thodi madad chahiye" Pushpa ji exclaimed while entering in the scene.
Alerted by pushpa ji's sudden presence , hurritedly karishma wipes away her glistening tears through her thumb pat as she plaster a overdelighted fake
smile.
Karishma , "Haan ji boliye na kiya karna hoga".
Pushpa ji felt something fishy observing her over brightest smile unlike her "Kuch hua hain kiya tumhe beta tum thik hoon?"
Karishma force a smile "Ji hume kiya hoga , accha hum change karke aate hain phir hum apki madad kar denge...!" This was the last word she utter before dart away from her sight.
"Aree par humne tho bataya hi nahi kiya madad chahiye" Pushpa ji said but all goes in vain as karishma alreay left.
Pushpa ji felt something wrong with her then shrugg it off , thought to wait for a perfect moment to flow their converse.
____
~In Hospital~
"What she think of herself hume saach mein samajh nahi aata akhir woh chahati kiya hain....humse acche se baat tak nahi ki aree itni choti si baat pe woh hurt kaise hoon sakti hain waise tho khudko bohot kadak dikhati hain" Haseena thought while going through some files of her patients. She need to attend a important surgery and here her mind is wandering near karishmaland. Woww just great!!
"Just stop it Haseena..." She throw her files on table creating a thud noise , a upset layer blossom throughout her body language. "why u feeling upset just don't think about her and concentrate on your work you have to save your patient's life you can't loose them just bcz of your stupid feelings !!" She made her mind clear , a clear point of view and a strict note before march away from her cabin carrying the
files.
~Few hours later~
Haseena clinck the door bell only to welcomed by meenu , warmly.
"Ap bethiye main abhi pani lati hoon apke liye" Meenu said & Haseena simply nodded.
Meenu offer her water while Haseena accept it with a warm smile and drink it. "Waise ammi kaha hain?"
"Ammi ko khana aur dawai khilake sula diya hain woh zidd kar rahi thi apke saath khayengi par apne bola tha na phone karke tho maine unhe bataya aur unhone phir na chahate hue bhi kha liya" Meenu replied while collecting the glass.
YOU ARE READING
You are my Rose ♡︎ ✅
Fanfiction"Roses are red Violets are blue I can never love someone The way i love you >3♡︎" Starring Yukti Kapoor as Karishma Singh Gulki Joshi as Haseena Mallik
