Jessie's POV
She doesn't understand. You're probably wondering why she doesn't want me going out with some one in a band, well it was a long time ago, back when I was in the Brit school, the guy I was going out with (Kevin) was the lead vocalist and guitarist of the biggest band in school. Yes he was FIT in his own way. All the girls liked him and he chose me to be his girlfriend, and it was great until he hurt me. I went home that day and told my mum everything
"Jessica just promise me one thing, never go out with a guy in a band ever again"
"I promise mum"
I never thought that she would still remember that ten years later. I felt safe with Danny's arms enclosed round me, It felt better then anything else, my mum was wrong he did love me, if he didn't he wouldn't have wiped my tears and he wouldn't be cuddling me this close right now, I feel him attempt to pull me even closer but there is no space between us to remove.
"You okay babe?"
He whispers into my hair, I nod
"Yeah"
He sits down with me on his lap still cuddling me. A little part of me started wondering if mum was right, what if he didn't love me! What if he just told me that he did, don't be silly Jess he loves you!
"Danny?"
"Yes beautiful?"
"Do you love me?"
"Yeah why?"
"I was...."
"You actually believed what she said?"
"No, but it did make me wonder"
"Well, I do love you so you don't have to think about that any more"
He places his lips on mine and kisses me, his breath smells of alcohol which confuses me, I haven't seen him drink any today.
"Have you been drinking?"
"What no!!"
"It's just that your breath smells like alcohol!"
"Are you trying to say I'm alcoholic!?!"
"No....well...maybe!"
He rolls his eyes at me
"Remember I promised you that I wold stop drinking in the mornings"
With that he rolls over and tickles me, he stops and wraps his arms around me, I do the same my hand hits something cold and metal, I grab it out if his back pocket and I sit up. I examine it
"Danny what is this?"
He avoids looking me in the eyes and he lowly whispers
"It's a drink canister...."
"So you have been drinking?"
"Yeah sorry"
"You lied to me....."
He looks taken aback as I say that he lied to me
"Yeah but..."
"What else have you lied to me about then?"
"Noth...."
"Did you lie when you told me that you loved me?"
He tries to enclose his arms around me, but I push them away I needed to know this answer!
"Did you Dan?"
"The first time....."
.
.
.
"The first time what?"
"The first time I said I love you, I lied well I did love you but I wasn't sure if I did or not , but I haven't lied to you about that since then"
That hurt, it really did, I felt tears forming in my eyes but I blinked them away.
"You lied to me the first time you told me that you loved me?"
"Kinda not really but i wasn't sure of my feelings for you, but when glen said all those things,about fucking you right in front of me thats when i realised that I really did love you, but I love you I really do baby, I would do anything for you"
"Tell me the truth...."
"I just did, baby I love you so much if you needed a new heart I would give you mine!"
We get called to do some work with our acts, I take mine into a different room, during the break Danny comes to see me
"Babe?"
He wraps his arms around my waist, I can't push his off because he's stronger then me
"What?"
"Every time I've said it after that one time I've meant it, that I promise you"
She will be loved by maroon 5 comes on, Danny slides to the front of me and pulls me closer, our fingers entwine and we begin dancing, he begins to sing along while looking into my eyes, I can tell that he really does love me now! I glance at the glass door and I see a load of people standing there watching us, they are mainly from Danny's team and mine, but I see Wills face in there and Toms. The song comes to a end and Danny kisses me softly on the lips.
"I'm sorry beautiful"
"S'okay"
"You forgive me"
I smile and nod, he picks me up and spins me round, he's got that cheeky grin back on his face. He turns around to look at the door then he glances back at me and he chuckles before shooing them away, Will and Tom stay there and Danny shoos them another five times before they leave chuckling to themselves. I go back into the room with my team, tomorrow is the first live show, we had done loads of run throughs with Danny's team but not a lot just us, so that's what the next five hours are devoted to
