WILL
I've had an online boyfriend for a very long time. We've never met, we only sent videos and photos to each other but nothing every dirty. He would flirt with me 24/7 and it would want to scream in my sheets at every compliment he gives me when he has the chance.
I hate how red I go but he loves it, he said it was 'adorable' oh hell with it. He was just saying that to make me a turn a brighter red and it works all the time.
Tonight we decided to go on FaceTime, I was always nervous before our FaceTime calls and he basically just stares at me like I was the most magical thing in the world. He makes me feel like that. He makes me feel weak because I really like him.
He lives in Hawkins, I used to live there a year ago but right now I live in California. I wish my mum said that we could stay in Hawkins because then I would be meeting him in person, my lips won't be a virgin.
It was embarrassing when I had to tell him I haven't kissed anybody and he said 'my innocent baby' of course I turned a deep red and felt butterflies erupting my stomach, he called me his, he called me baby. I loved the feeling I met that day.
But today I had a different feeling, I couldn't describe it but it makes me feel hot and closed up. Not in a bad way in a good way. It was like my dick was thinking by itself as it throbs and twitch in my pants. I didn't know what it was but I wanted to touch it.
I've never touched myself, my boyfriend has though. We tell each other everything. He didn't believe me at first so when he told me to describe what it feels like I felt lost so that's when he started believing me. He didn't tease me for it he was actually pretty understanding. Apparently when he touched himself for the first time, he felt guilty, actually all the times he did when he was younger he felt guilty but he couldn't stop...apparently he felt so relaxed and free but after it hits him what he just did he felt guilty.
He tried not to do it for a year and he was six months clean from not playing with himself but apparently I didn't help the one time I changed my hoodie on call. I wasn't wearing a shirt underneath so he could see my nipple harden from the cool air. But apparently he didn't feel so guilty after, he just felt guilty because he did it behind my back so I teased him saying, 'well next time call me and let me watch' and that was the time he blushed a deep cherry red and tumbled all over his words. It made me laugh how he got so shy for the rest of the call.
"Hey!" I said once I answered the call.
"Hey!" He said back making me smile. I love his voice.
"What do you wanna talk about tonight, we don't really have much to talk about as we literally said everything we could think off." I said making him smile.
"Well we don't have to talk." He said looking at me as he rested his face in his hand. He's so pretty.
"Michael. Umm I have a question." I said making his eyes widen.
"Hit me." He replied with.
"I can't and plus I don't what to hurt you-"
"No what's the question idiot?" He laughed making me turn a light pink.
I knew that's what he meant...
"Umm I have this funny feeling in my lower part of my body, I-I have no idea what it is but it feels like my penis is thinking for itself. What is it?" After I asked I saw him smile what soon turned into a smirk.
"My innocent baby is horny." He said making my eyes widen.
"Wait what- no. I-I can't be... what could possibly turn me on?" I asked in slight panic.
