♥️ Homewrecker ♥️

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Es tut mir leid.

- Homewrecker
(Poem by me)

I know I will never be a priority
Even if I searched for eternity
I guess I will be a side piece
What is it, that she sees?
Why does she love you so much?
Why do you feel her touch?
Came out of the blue
Why do I do this to you?

I thought I would feel no guilt
But I destroyed everything you have built
Read between the lines
Why is she not with me full time?
Thought you would grow old together
No dignity, I am a heartbreaker
I broke her heart and yours as well
So I shall go to hell

I know I am a homewrecker
Third wheel, forever
Lost gold through jealousy
And sheer stupidity

Came between you and gained nothing
Lost everything, what I was dreaming
I am of no interest
Completely useless, completely loveless
I must know my place
Should have never entered this race
Lost my world, you lost eachother
Forgiveness, I will deserve never
Wanted what you had
Made everyone sad
Hate me, I do it too
After everything, I still love you
May true love never find me
May I drown in my insecurities
I know it is fully over
But can I still hug her?
Farewell, dear soulmate
Forever destroyed my own fate

I know I am a homewrecker
My own homewrecker
Stupid fucking homewrecker

[Written in: 08/12/2023]

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