- Last choice
(Song by me)
None of my messages are read
No one listens to the recordings I send
When I call, their phones keep ringing
Yet outside, I keep on running
I try to approach my peers
What I say, no one hears
Pushed to the side instantly
Like that, I fail constantly
Struggling with my speech
There is no one, I can reach
Too impatient, they just leave
I cannot please my social needs
Everyone's last choice
No one listens to my voice
You prefer others over me
I am no one's priority
All I want is a connection
Yet I am met with rejection
I am foolish for trying
My parents were just lying
For my loneliness, I am at fault
Not as lovable, as I thought
Everyone's last choice
No one listens to my voice
This is not out of bitterness
I am simply depressed
(Your last choice)
Only approached when no one is left
Ignored by everyone I have met
(Your last choice)
Easily replaceable, the worst option
From my crying, I feel nauseous
(Your last choice)
We cannot all be happy
Some of us deserve the misery
(Your last choice)
To none of you, I can connect
For that, I am too different
(Your last choice)
Unable to pick up on social cues
Unknowingly, with that I insult you
(Your last choice)
I cannot reach out to you
Even if I wanted to
(Your last choice)
Sensory overloads at social events
Breaking down, my Rationality is absent
(Your last choice)
Wrong piece to the puzzle
With my issues, I am too much trouble
Overwhelming with all my pain
Truly, I deserve the disdain
Everyone's last choice
No one listens to my voice
(Your last choice)
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(Your last choice)
(Your last choice)
[Written in: 07/10/2023]
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🃏 Adulthood 🃏
Poetry♦️♦️♦️ A collection of my songs and poems. From 2023 and onwards. They are free to interpret. I removed my other collection with my earlier works. They just no longer reflect me as a person and as an artist. Disclaimer: Some of them tell fictional s...
