🃏 Adulthood 🃏

♠️ I Love, loving Her ♠️

I think it is time, that I admit my feelings for this woman I met months ago.
Ignoring it for so long, did not make them disappear.

So yes, this is directed at someone.
And is therefore, not fictional.
I am very shy and embarrassed to confess this.

- I love, loving her
(Song by me)

Maybe I am a liar
All my dreams revolve around her
Maybe my feelings have blossomed
For this cool woman

I thought I only wanted friendship
But her mere presence makes my heart skip
I think it is time I admit the truth
Before I waste away lying in my youth

I love, loving her
I love everything about her
She is so beautiful, I love her
I love, love, love, loving her

So gorgeous, so wise, so kind
And she refuses to leave my mind
So sweet, so calm, so soft
At her sight, my heart almost stops

But I barely know anything about her
She is therefore a stranger
I know that she is 5 years older
Anything else? Ask the others

I love, loving her
I love everything about her
She is so beautiful, I love her
I love, love, love, loving her

Every time I wanted to speak
I became so flustered, I squeaked
Around her, I feel safe and nervous
Only stumbling over my own words

She only watches me and smiles
And then giggles for a while
Her warm eyes beaming at me
Will never leave my memory

I love, loving her
I love everything about her
She is so beautiful, I love her
I love, love, love, loving her

But at this point, it feels creepy
She barely even knows me
I should try to move on
And rather focus on writing songs

I hope someday, I will feel like this again
And manage to become her friend
Because love feels better than hate
Even if I am kind of late

Still I love, loving her
I love everything about her
I hope one day, I will find a lover
Because I love, love, love, loving her

I love, love, love
I love, love, love
I love, love you
I love, love, love

[Written in: 13/01/2024]