CW//might be disturbing
Disclaimer: The story told here is fictional.
- Liar
(Song by me)
Strained smile
Forced kind words
I know you are hostile
True love would be absurd
Disgusted eyes
You had no options
You would rather die
My body makes you nauseous
You do not actually love me
You just pretend, out of pity
No, no, I am not worthy of safety
That is wrong, you will see
Vulnerable, gullible, unlovable
You are just a liar
Dysfunctional, untouchable, incapable
Of being desired
Taking advantage of my trust
You are just like them all
I need to learn to adjust
That I am no one's goal
Never has anyone been nice
No, you must have a bad intention
Why choose hell over paradise?
I do not believe your deception
I see the way you look at others
Wishing for me to be also normal
Instead, you have to see me suffer
This perception is real, not just internal
You do not actually love me
You just pretend, out of pity
No, no, I am not worthy of safety
That is wrong, you will see
Vulnerable, gullible, unlovable
You are just a liar
Dysfunctional, untouchable, incapable
Of being desired
Taking advantage of my trust
You are just like them all
I need to learn to adjust
That I am no one's goal
Why are you not abusive?
Are you just waiting to hurt me more?
When will you finally call me useless?
Or say that I am just a whore?
They did not like me, why would you?
Compared to them, you are a stranger
You are not a hero, do not try to rescue
It is nonsensical, your loving behaviour
I will stay loyal to my fate
You must be evil, good does not exist
I know you feel frustrated
No, no do not attempt to resist
A million people are more believable
Than just a single one
I deserve hate, because I am irredeemable
Watching you have fun
With all your friends
You do not need me
So my choice makes me feel content
You are already happy
Vulnerable, gullible, unlovable
You are just a liar
Dysfunctional, untouchable, incapable
Of being desired
Taking advantage of my trust
You are just like them all
I need to learn to adjust
That I am no one's goal
Ending this, so you are free from me
No, you never loved me, I am unlovable
Do not try to disagree
You deserve someone actually valuable
I must leave you
Your words might be untrue
Your words must be untrue
Your words are untrue
Your love is untrue
[Written in: 12/05/2023]
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