CW//might be disturbing
- Sparkling destruction
(Song by me)
It's an overwhelming sensation
Earth chokes on rainbow colours
Disaster follows human creation
In my own home I feel like a foreigner
Crying, yelling, hyperventilating
The sounds won't stop, they grow louder
You perceive it as fascinating
The air reeks of unpleasant odour
Maybe it's a thunderstorm
Even the sound of rain convinces me
But I know it's a lie, I know it's a lie
You continue to perform
I hide my head behind my knees
Butterflies depart into the polluted sky
I mustn't look out of the window
It's dangerous to see the red glow
I can't sleep anymore
My mind feels sore
No matter what, suffering is guaranteed
When you raise a hand at me
It sounds like an explosion
Now the sounds mirror in this celebration
Any complaints get downplayed
This might be your best day
But all I can do is remember, just remember
Your ignorance fuels my anger
My pain is almost impossible to describe
My breathing pipe
Is sealed by the lace of panic
You will soon force me back to the hammock
I hear notifications
Only present in mind
You drive me into madness
And wonder why I despise your kind
Cocoons cover my ribcage
One day the monarchs will surface
Separating page from page
A book that was once precious
You expect it to repair itself
But it already lost its worth
As it has fallen off the shelf
Now it's even less desired than a still birth
Your selfishness is scattered on the ground
Anger and pain clog my veins
My jaw hurts, I am so exhausted
But you continue to be loud
Wishing for you to go up in flames
My vision begins to become distorted
I accidentally look out of the window
Seeing the dangerous red glow
I have no energy to sleep anymore
My mind continues to feel sore
No matter what, suffering was guaranteed
When you raised a hand at me
It sounded like an explosion
Now the sounds worsen in this celebration
Any complaints got downplayed
This continues to be your best day
But it forced me to remember, just remember
Your ignorance causes my anger
The horror is almost impossible to describe
My old breathing pipe
Is sealed by the ribbon of panic
You force me back to the hammock
My heart is full of hatred
Because you broke my sanity
You stain the colour of my blood
This day is my worst, for you it's awaited
I even find remains on my balcony
Lifelessly falling with a heavy thud
I want to sleep, I am so tired
I wish to make your joy backfire
And I already know how to
May the same miserable fate befall you
I continue to look out of the window
Entranced by the dangerous red glow
I feel no desire to sleep anymore
My mind will soon no longer feel sore
No matter what, revenge is guaranteed
When you'll raise a hand at me
It mirrors an explosion
Now the sounds mock me in this celebration
Any complaints will get downplayed
This might be your last best day
You forced me to remember, just remember
Your ignorance strengthens my anger
The horror is painful to describe
My useless breathing pipe
Is sealed by the band of panic
You tie me down to the hammock
Fireworks, fireworks, that's all I see
Dyeing the city's river in your colours
It will mix together with the rainbow sea
On display for everyone to admire
[Written in: 01/03/2023]
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