"Arini, I have told you this for hundred times and I'm telling you again. I don't love you, will never love you and will never marry you. I have so many things to do in my life except this love. So please stop following me. "
" Wait wait.... Hmm I h...
Warning: After reading this, you might think how much childish, kiddish, stupid, brainless, immature and cringe I am. And I'm scared that you'll see me like that. So don't read or read at your own risk 😭😭
Better that you don't read
But if you read then talk to me ahhh
I will sound cringe okay....
😭
I'm crying 😭😭I don't want to write that story Yaar... Do you know that I started a new story named "Roshan Sitara" Mujhe nhi likhna woh ab aur.. Meko school love story likhna hai😭😭
Maine bohot authors ko dekhe hai ki series banate hai aur wattpad mein ek fictional family hojata hai.. I too wanted to make something like that....
Par I already ruined it. So I thought from my next story, I'll start making series... Par abh mujhe... Woh story likhne ka man bilkul nhi ho rha...
I love 'love after marriage' plot but don't know why I don't want to write that and only want to write school love stories or stories like Arini & Shrey..
And, I don't want to be consistent. I'm forgetting all my works and spending days and nights here. Since the last few days I was watching all the other famous writers, the number of their followers, votes, reads was making me sad. I was thinking why can't I write better than this?
I don't even watch normal reels anymore, I watch reels related to wattpad, books. I have a lot of hobby. A lotttttt.. And I try to give time to all of them. I want to do everything in life. That's a small wish of mine.
I always say " Ek hi zindagi hai aur mujhe sab kuch karke hi marna hai "
Basically except for studying, I love to do all the other stuffs.... That's how writing books became a thing for me.
But these days I feel so low. I started comparing myself with everyone I can see. And the regret of not being enough good like them hurts me.
*sigh*
From the starting of this day, I am feeling like to crying. I can't do anything good. I want to go out and click so many good pictures. But I look terrible and have nobody to hang out with.
I am craving to eat my favorite chocolate. ..do you know which chocolate I love the most...it's 'choco roundz' have you seen that?
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Yeh hai. Mera favorite chocolate jo ki khatam ho chuka hai 😭😭😭😭 5 rupaye ki ek piece ati hai, ap bhi leke khana....par khatam ho chuka hai...kon jayega lane? If I tell my brother, he'll say " Mujhe bhi khilana hoga" And I don't want to share with him😭😭 And I'm too lazy to go out...
Tomorrow I'll go out and I'll buy for sureeee but aj raat?
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Aur yeh dekho mera book 😭😭 padhna tha mujhe sidha 9 baje tak.. Par kya kar rhi hu main?
Kal hi khud se kaha tha " Aishika bas 4 month aur padhle fir maze karenge " Aur aj dekho mujhe...
I'm so sad today.. Everything is making me sadder... 😭😭😭
