Poisoned

Bonds

Stuck in this little cell bored and weak it feels like the first time iv entered this place walking into the cell just letting the time pass waiting for me to turn but only difference is am choosing not to every hour the wolfsbane smoke enters the room from the ventilator things which knock me out as angry I am I just have no choice but to stay emotionless and calm any other emotion could risk deaths even if it's happy or joy any longer in here and I could go insane leaning up against the wall iv not even touched the chalk they've given the door upstairs opens which I looked up waiting till a familiar face shows "arthur" kallius what a surprise after a couple of seconds he opens the door after unlocking it "you've not eaten..your not doing this again" what do you force feed me? that ain't gonna happen either leave me to dedicate in this place considering am a mess who needs to be on a leash "look at me.." he crouched beside me sitting on the floor I just stare at the wall "araya.." he asked repeatedly in a quiet tone his warm touch on my wrist even his breath on my shoulder warm "full moon is tomorrow night" kylo said at the door which Kallias pulls away standing up it hurt as he just left can't image how he's feeling but one thing I do know is I'm gonna avoid turning I looked up to the camera facing directly at me "araya?" Clare asked at the door lovely "brought the little one" she said in a sad happy tune you what! who the fuck is controlling her brain to think that would of been a good idea? idiot! "Clare you shouldn't be down here"-"leave me alone I want to see my best friend!" I looked back down at the wall the door rattled and opens which I looked over thank fuck the child isn't with her "Clare!" Arthur asked as he's at the door she's walking over to me "just talk even if it's get out or anything...please I hate one sided conversations" I smiled at her she shook her head "not talking that's gestures" iv got no energy to talk "should of eaten the food then you would have the energy to talk" Arthur said at the door Clare looks behind her to Arthur who leaves "god your a mess let's fix you up" wippy woo "you ain't taking her anywhere" kylo said at the door "she isn't gonna turn and haven't got the strength to turn one day with me all I ask for" she stands up "and your little one?" kylo asked I held onto Clare wrist she looks at me "with us" she said smiling "good thing she don't like kids" kylo walks over sighing I let go of Clare "maybe Kallias" I wanna apologise to him before anything else I looked down feeling his eyes on me "yeah..uhm I'll get him" he cleared his throat leaving Clare hands me her chalk in the mean time I take the blue one and sit up and gosh my back fucking hurts cracking shit
after drawn my broken heart I coloured it in with the red ish pink colour I looked up at the door with Kallias there his arms crossed am sorry for ignoring you he nods then walks over Clare looks over "how long has he been standing there?" Clare asked standing up mouthing I smiled at her as he picked me up I wrapped my arms around his neck and legs around his waist "that's new" Arthur said as we're in the front room he placed me into the couch I reach for the blanket on the floor and wrap myself "gonna have a shower, change of clothes then we can leave" Clare said I looked over to the others surrounded the counter light tap on my leg which I looked over Clare child gave me a toy then helps herself up onto the couch I hand her a toy which she plays with "where's esme?-hey" Clare walked around the couch I removed the blanket from being around me and attempt standing up "sit.." Clare asked as she's holding my hand I shake my head "I will let go" she threatened do it then idiot I pulled my own hand away smiling at her sticking out my tounge then looked at my feet slowly making my way to downstairs bathroom I notice no towels shit ARTHUR! he makes his way over I need towels he nods then leaves messaging some Charlie person