Poisoned

Got it all

At the beach in his arms his hands stroking my arm whilst my head is on his chest watching the wind blow through the water pushing it closer and gravity pulling it back "araya?" he asked I sat back "you wanna go in the water don't you?" he asked I looked over to him like he knew what was going on in my mind without me even speaking he got up offering his hand out which I stared at for a couple seconds before taking his hand they were warm, soft matched with his cuddles did I really miss judge him? overreacting for nothing when I could have just taken it and not be a stubborn bitch I am "araya?" he asked whilst in the water I take my shoes off taking one step after another which I dived into swimming i than swam up "you okay?" he asked smiling I guess "your smiling.." I point out "your in a dress swimming in a beach pool" he laughed did he just? oh god what is this man doing to me "didn't like the dress anyways" I shrugged them splashed him which he coughs pretending to struggle which I smiled at never in my life did I ever think I'll be smiling in-front of beast without insulting him or harming him "guess what" he asked "mhmm.." I sort the straps of the dress "your smiling" he latched onto my hands pulling me towards him "without you getting hurt either physically or mentally I'll say it's progress.." I wrapped my arms around his neck ruffling his hair "progress? it's a milestone" he cheered which I lowered his hands smiling "bit to far" I pulled away from him he gasps "nothing is ever to far" sure "okay so how close is...Fiji?" I asked "that don't count" he points at me huh huh "because?" I asked "..." nothing? "Your speechless.." I smiled wider gasping "this is world wide news the kallius is speechless on spot what will his next moves be" I use my hand in a mic towards my mouth then shove it to his mouth which he pulls me closer not taking his eyes off mine feeling my heart pump faster electricity flowing through my bones which electrify my heart once his lips collided with mine frozen and it ain't from the water embracing the kiss into make out I wrapped my arms around his neck as his move onto my waist pulling me closer towards him his body against mine, I take a breath out as he pulls away feelings? gone emotions? Gone it's all gone he took all the problems, pains, anger everything everything is gone and he here always have "araya?" he asked I stay silent just staring at the man infront of me which I just laughed giggling even "what?" he asked smiling then laughing with me "I don't know" I shrugged which he laughs even more I hugged him tight "am not gonna drop you" he held me but it felt so real and secure it's like I could trust his word
As he takes me out of the water carrying me underneath the umbrella onto the sun bed he offers me a towel which I hesitate before taking "what's on your mind?" he asked before sat beside me you are and it's not even about how I hate you or how much I regret not listening to my brother in the past "..kallius.." I'm gonna regret saying it ain't I? he looks at me like iv shocked him or something "mhm?" he drops his towel from drying his hair "I..forget it uhm thanks for this..I needed that today" I smiled at him before getting my towel and walking back I should have said 'I like you' but no am an actual dickhead over thinking it like he knows he knows I know he knows I want him to here it from me
"Your soggy have a paddle in the water-..more than that" he smiled I looked over my shoulder with kallius walking over I walked passed Arthur who's wanting to jump like a baby which he probably needs since he's been on a grumpy strike recently