you are my hope!

part-6

Chimon pov:

Why is he asking me to eat lunch with him. I should stay away from him. What If he is pranking on me. Or he is like others who made fun of me.

I will not go.

All students come back to our own class. One more lecture and then lunch break. B

But I have to go again in that class.

But why do I sit with him, when there is another seat empty.

But when he is looking at me it feels like he wants me to sit with him.

And the feeling.....

When he ruffled my hair. ......I touched my hair.

I wear my cap again. My hair is curly and i don't like them.

The teacher is teaching but here I'm so lost in perth words. But does he mean, by I'm so important to him.

And I'm not a burden to him. But I made him buy me breakfast during the first meeting. How I'm not a burden.

I am a burden to my own family.

I am a burden to this whole universe.

Then suddenly something hit my mind.

He didn't force me to say a word to him the whole time. Not even in the morning and neither in class.

He didn't ask me why I am writing rather than speaking.

Does he know that I don't speak and I'm a quiet person.

But mostly everyone knows that but they always yell at me shout at me and force me to say someone.

But why did he not.

Should I go and meet him at lunch time and ask everything.

There will be so many people. Even in the morning, I heard many people talking about us and I can feel their eyes on me.

Is he famous in collage. Maybe he is. That's why they all are whispering looking at us.

I think I should stay away from him.

If I ignore him like others, he will also leave me.

But with him, I feel something strange.

Why I want to go and have lunch with him.

Why I want to speak with him about everything.

Why I want to say everything to him, cry in front of him.

Why I want to feel tha warm hands on my cheeks.

Why just why.....

I have never feel like this with anyone before.

I want to go from here. I picked my stuff and leaved the class.

Teacher is shouting my name. I can feel all the students are looking at me. But my mind is a mess.

I don't care if I have to listen to the teacher scoldings.

I rushed to rooftop and sat on ground. I catched my breath.

But here again, i remembered what happened today morning. How he is wiping my tears.

His warm touches and how he grab me to eat with him.

I stay there for the rest of period. But then, bell ring in forming everyone that it's lunch break now.

And now I know what I should do.

Perth pov:

"Do you think he will come." I asked to pawin nervously.

Because it's already a lunch break and he is not here.