30. Playback singer Sivaangi

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Soon they reached back home. The whole ride back was silent. Ashwin noticed that Sivaangi had some confusion. As soon as they reached home Sivaangi was about to go to their room when Ashwin stopped her.

Ashwin: sivu .. nee en kitte ethavath kekkanuma... nee romba confused aa irukkura maari theriyuth... ethavath prechanaya?
(Sivu.... do you want to ask me anything .. you look very confused... any problem?)

Sivaangi: ath.... Ashwiney nan onnu keppen... neenga unma maattum thaan sollanum.
(That... Ashwiney... I will ask you something... you should reply honestly)

Ashwin: kelu ma... naan ennaikume un kitte poi solla matte.
(Ask me... I will never lie to you)

Sivaangi: neenga eppayavath intha ponna poyi en thalayile katti vachittangale nu yosichirukkiya?
(Have you ever thought that they've burdened me with this girl?)

Ashwin was a bit angry hearing.

Ashwin: en nee apdi Ellam solre.... unakk yen ippo intha doubt.
(Why are you telling like this .. why did you get this doubt now?)

Sivaangi: naan ungala deserve panrena... neenga romba nallavar pa... pakkavum handsome aa nalla oru manasoda irukkure... naan ungalkk thaguthi aanavala... naan paakavum avlo azhag ille.... pesinal keech keech nu irukkum... intha ulagathe pathi perusa ethuvum theriyaath... neenga enna vida oru nalla ponna deserve...
(Do I deserve you .. you're an amazing person... you look handsome and have a very nice heart... am I worth you... I don't look that beautiful.. my voice is also not good when I talk.... I don't know much about this world... you deserve a better girl....)

The rest for her convo was taken in by Ashwin when he started kissing her roughly. It was not like their usual passionate kiss. It was a rough one showing Ashwin's anger on Sivaangi's words... Ashwin dominated the kiss and they broke apart after sometime in search for air.

Sivaangi: Ashwiney....

Ashwin kept a finger on her lips and nodded no....

Ashwin: ini enna pesa vidu.... nee epdi apdi nenaikkalam... en kanla intha ulagathileye periya azhagi nee thaan... unakk onn theriyuma namma confession kk appurom evlo days naan night cold shower eduthirukkenu... nee en kitte varumbodh ennoda hormones ennala control pannave mudiyaath.... apdi vachirukke nee enna... un studies affect aaga koodath nu naan en hormones control pannikitt irunthe.... velile paakrathe vida un manasu avlo azhagu... un parents kaagavum en parents kaagavum yaarnum theriyaatha oruthana kalyanam panna ready aanava thaane nee... marriage kkapurom en parents un sontha appa Amma maari paathukitte... naan koode avanga Mela konjam kovama irunthe.... ana nee entha vidha kovatheyum vakkama avangalkk pen kozhanda illa endra koraya marakka vakkira maari avangala nesiche... intha manasu yaarku maa varum... ennoda good times le mattum illa ennoda bad times leyum oru kozhandaya paathukure maari enne paathukitte.... ennoda most vulnerable side paatha ore aal nee mattum thaan... nee ippo oru celebrity... analum antha maathiri ethuvum kaamikkama avlo sagajama ellar koodeyum pazhagure... ennoda antha dark past un kitte sollumbodh enakk un mele iruntha nambikkaye ithana naal aakiyum naan unakk kudukkale nu nenaikkumbodh varuthama irukk....
(Now you let me talk...how can you think like that....in my eyes you are the most beautiful girl in this world...do you know after our confession I've taken cold showers on many days... when you come near me I can't control my hormones .....you've made me like that....in order to not affect your studies I've kept my hormones in control....other than your external appearance you have such a good heart....for the sake of your parents and my parents you had decided to marry someone whom you haven't even met for once...after marriage you took care of my parents just like your parents....I was also a little angry on them...but you didn't show any anger and treated them so good that they forgot their regret of not having a girl child...who will have such a good heart....not only in my good times... during my bad times also you were by my side and took care of as though in a baby....you are the only person who has seen my most vulnerable side....now you are a celebrity... but you never show that and behave the same with everyone so naturally.... I'm sad that I still couldn't give you that belief which I had on you when I told you about my dark past....)

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