"Dilemma Of Faith"

Chapter-5

"HIS POV"

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"Rainy days.
I'm thinking about you,
What to say?..
Wish I know how to,
Find a way, right back to you,
On rainy days like,.. "

Crew staff applause.

I take off my headphones, see the director approaching me with a smile, "wonderful taehyung! Wonderful".. He claps the pats on my shoulder.

I look at the producer Haeyun when she approaches me, " congratulations taehyung! Your next music video is ready to trend on the media again"

"Do you think this simple indoor shoot is gonna blow people's minds? ", I ask, cause this is the first time I made a music video in a room with a concept that's totally different from all my previous projects.

" why not? " producer chuckles, sensing my worries, "from all your previous songs this is something new and attractive. And as always your soul tempting voice made it sound more alluring".

I smile blush brushing fingers in my back hair. Then director speaks, " taehyung! The set is ready, for this prerecorded song, the interview and a small message for fans... "

"Yeah yeah I know.. This is a live video chat on YouTube. A little touch with my fans."

"Yes... You've ten minutes before the shoot starts. " director then calls my makeup artists, "retouch his makeup in no time. Everyone! Get the cameras ready. The background music should be light this time".. And the director keeps on ordering everyone except himself. I really wish him to seal his mouth so my headache would be better.

Within ten minutes, I take juice, my makeup artists fix my makeup and hair. I sit on my seat with a beautiful background. My fans like when I don't use any green screen but natural scenes.

Director: " everyone.. Lights", lights focused "camera!! ".. Cameras on me, " and action.. "

Taking a deep breath and holding my tablet, I start,

"hey everyone! This is Kim taehyung. I'm here with a new song " Rainy days " let's start the Q/A "

I look at my tablet screen, over 60k+ viewers have joined my live session in just two minutes. I am looking at the screen for over flooding of comments exclusively filled with cringe loving stuffs and marriage proposals Aish!!. I find a genuine question.

"So the first question is someone asked me, what is the theme of this song" I look at the camera, " you guys must be confused but this is a one sided romantic song, unlike my other songs which based on the dark reality of society, youth problems, trust issues, this one is different. So wait until tomorrow morning at 11 am".

I look at the tablet screen again, "why did I suddenly choose this theme? "... This question made me laugh a little, " it's because I wanted to make something different this time, you guys always request me to sing love songs. This is my first one with love based concept. So let's see how it'll make you feel. "

Seeing screen and then cameras at the same time.

While roaming my eyes on the tablet screen I see a question, "why so sudden love song? Are you in trapped in love? " I stay silent as this question passes through my soul and I didn't dare to call out loud cause I can't answer. That rainy day when I met someone. What was that?!;. I don't know, but it left a strange feeling.
The live stream remains for 30 minutes. I answered almost all questions passing through my vision.

After being offline, I am super tired. As I get up, crew members brace the rest. And I leave the set. It's evening when I get back home.

Take off my shoes and shirt, I lay on my bed on my torso side, I'm this much tired that I sleep in no time.