I woke up in the middle of the night. It's 4AM. In one hour will be sunrise. I love sunrises. It's the only thing that can make me get up early. I wanted to change so I grabbed grey sweatpants, oversized black crop top and grey sweatshirt and put on warm socks.
I went to look into the mirror and put my new blond hair into high ponytail and brushed my teeth.
I took my cigarettes and joint and some beer and went to the astronomy tower. I also took blanket just in case it would be too cold.
When I arrived I sat down on the ground and wrapped myself in the blanket. I smoked my cigarette and drank my beer so the only thing that is left is joint. I didn't really feel like it right now. I finally saw little of yellow in the sky and I knew that sunrise is close. I was too sleepy to stay up. I fell asleep but then I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. I opened my eyes and I saw Matheo.
"Get the fuck away from me!"I screamed
"Jackie please I want to talk to you"
"Well I don't. You betrayed me. I trusted you and you betrayed me. Go to hell!"
"Please wait!"
"Leave me alone!"I said leaving
"Fuck it!"
He grabbed my arm and pinned me against the wall. He was holding my hands by my sides and he was looking at me furious.
"Let me fucking explain it! I tried to warn you to run away. I tried to make others let you be. Lorenzo is the only one who is a traitor. We all wanted to save you. She tortured me. You can't even imagine what she was doing. I didn't say anything. Then she made me and others drink something after what we had to tell the truth and guess what. I bit my tongue so hard they had to sew it back because I'd rather bit my tongue off than betray you. Lorenzo arrived later and he told her what she wanted to know. He's a traitor and he made me lose you. The only girl I care about. I've got punishment because I wanted to save you. And I was having nightmares about you. That you bled out and that you were crying and it was my fault. I was crying for you. I just needed to see you again. One more time. Needed to see you're alright"his voice was more soft but he didn't let go of me
Oh god. He did all of that just for me. He's such a loser with lover heart. How can I stay mad when he has those puppy eyes?
His eyes were looking at my lips and I knew what he was about to do.
"Shut the fuck up and kiss me already" I kissed him and he let go of my hands and his hands were on my cheek and neck
I was running my fingers through his hair and slightly pulling them.
"You know I love you loser"I said when we stopped to catch breathe
"I know about you and Oliver"he said looking down at me
"How is it possible that whenever we're kissing you always mention him? I'm starting to be jealous"
"You're jealous? Shouldn't I be the jealous one? While I was scared that Bellatrix almost killed you you were having sex with Wood and you are mad at me while I was trying to protect and I was doing anything I could just to save you and when I failed I tried to rescue you and I was hit with torturing curse. So I don't really think you have some rights to be jealous or angry" he said now without any emotion in his face
"I'm sorry that you feel this way but I'm the one who was tortured and betrayed. You have no idea what I went through in that room. I almost died and Oliver was there when I needed it. And it was just one time. One time that I wanted to stop thinking about you and that I love you. I fucking love you and it hurts so bad that I'm doing whatever I can to stop loving. I can't stop loving you. I want to protect you because I know I'll hurt at one point. Don't you see that ? You know what kind of person I am. I'm gonna hurt you. Even when I don't want to. I just want to be with you but I'm scared"I was crying at this point
"I know. I know. I'm sorry" he hugged me
"Let's go to my dorm. We have some things to do right"
When we came to his dorm Theodore Draco Blaise Tom and Pansy all run to hug. One by one hugged me tight.
"Oh my fucking god. Jackie I fucking love you so much. You can't imagine how we're sorry. We really didn't say a word. Enzo did. I didn't know what was the reason he came here. Please forgive us. We're really sorry"
"It's okay Pansy. I know that. It's not your fault "
"My best friend!" Draco dramatically ran to me and squeezed me
"That's enough drama queen I can't breathe"
"My best buddy!" Theodore squeezed me too
"I missed you guys so much"
"We're so sorry" Theodore sobbed
"We love you"Tom said with sad voice
"Come on losers. I love you too"
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FanfictionJackie Potter is Harry's sister, his twin. Voldemort never really attacked Potter's and he didn't kill any newborn on October 30th when Harry Jackie and Neville were born. He's still villian and dark lord but he's not killing any kids since he has k...
