Adonis Machavelli?!!

44.Fear

Another week has passed..and the tension in the mansion is insane..

And they are going for the big mission tomorrow..according to Gabriella..

P.s I still have no idea about the plan or how I'm going to go..

And I'm pregnant..

Yes..Bella went out of her way to confirm it..she went out to buy a pregnancy kit..and it was positive..

I'm soon going to be a mother..

I'm so overjoyed..honestly..

Butt...

The father doesn't know he has a child growing in me..

So..there's that too..

I was currently in my room..sitting on the couch..frustrated

"Yes..your Father is an Asshole" I said.. holding my tummy..

I talk to her every now and then..
Or him..

Why does he not want me to go?

Yes..I know I could potentially die..but still..

"I just don't understa-" I was cut off as Adonis walked into the room..

He stared at me..I knew he heard me talk

Ohh lord

"I wasn't talking to myself" I voiced out..

"I didn't ask" he stated as he walked further into the room..

I rolled my eyes..

"So the mission is tomorrow?"

"Yes" he said

Hmm

He proceeded to the closet..I stood up and ran to him..blocking his way..

"Why?..why don't you want me to go?"

"Why don't I want you to go to a mission you could potentially die?"He asked with a questioning look

"Yeah..I feel like there is another reason you are not telling me.." I said..

He was quiet for a while..as his expression changed..

"I heard you didn't sign up for the fashion show in Italy because of my Mafia" he said..

What?

"Yeah..I mean it came up at the wrong time possible" I said..

"Why are you giving up on your dreams for my Mafia.. Me?" He asked..as his expression somewhat soften..

He has been bottling this up for too long..

I noticed..

"Giving up is a strong word..I just..put it aside..it was like placing myself on a platter of gold Adonis" I said..

"You had no right to put it aside..it was your dream!" He raised his voice

Oh my God!

"It was and is my dream..I can put it aside if I want"i replied..

"Not if it is for my Mafia..or for me"

I sighed..

"The mafia is my responsibility too"

"Responsibility?..No Selena..I put you into this..like you always say..three years ago..I changed your world..I put a hold on your dreams..I'm more like an obstacle" he said..as he stared at me intensely..