Chapter Three

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Dear Scott,

I wish that from my eyes would flow

The tears that you have caused

I wish that from my pen would stream

The words for how I feel

But I have dried up

No feelings left

Nor tears from my eyes shall fall

I wish there were

I wish they would

From my body 

They’d flow away

You saw me there 

I stood alone

You turned and walked away

I’m sorry Scott

But you promised me

A lie- nothing has changed

That’s the problem, my dearest

You say not what you feel

You say flat words

That lead me to doubt

That fill me with hard heavy pain

I carry it with me

This pain that fills my veins 

This pain you’ve pulled into me

That’s taking over me

I wish it wouldn’t bother me

My constant enemy

I wish that I could walk away

My head as high as before

I’m willing to get hurt 

I cannot tell you why

It may be the way 

That we once were

That keeps me

Standing here

The promises you made me

They chain me to the ground

The ground before you 

Cold and hard

I wish I wasn’t there

I hope and dream 

That spring will come

Leaving these chains 

To melt away

And either I will stand there

You wanting all of me

Or maybe I will walk away 

Without you 

Coming after me

Crossing my legs, I leaned forward to get comfortable in the over-sized armchair before a sports center marathon at Tyler’s. Tyler lived in an upstairs-downstairs duplex on the other side of the major road that ran through our square-mile town. For a duplex, it was surprisingly large and spacious; enough room for himself, his parents, and his uncle to live comfortably, without smothering each other. 

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