I Drank Too Much

Ch. 10: I Never Moved On.

                  

~~~JAMES POV~~~

"James..." Seamus starts to cry, "I didn't know you still cared about me. I thought... I thought you truly moved on. So I just tried to stay angry at you and focused my feelings on Dex. I... I'm sorry!"

And he collapses into my arms. I finally get to hug Seamus, with his arms around my neck and my arms around his waist. This feeling of just being together is all I could want in my life. Just knowing that he's mine and I'm his.

Seamus continues to cry as I pick him up bridal style. It would probably be better if we continued this conversation in privacy... preferably my office.

I move towards my office but realize that there's no place for us to sit in there. So instead, I move us to the gaming room (The fictional room that I've created, it's pretty much the room they stream Creature game night but bigger and two couches instead of four chairs) and close the door behind us with my foot. I gently lay Seamus down on one side of the couch while I sit next to him.

"Seamus," I reach for his hand. "I've always cared about you. And I never moved on. I strayed a couple times and I've said and done things I shouldn't have. A guy like me who messes up this much does not deserve a guy like you.

"But what I said is true. I want you back. I want to be with you forever. Heck, I'd even marry you right now if that meant I could be with you. Because even though things didn't work out, they will. If you love me as much as I love you, we can do anything."

Seamus shifts from leaning against the couch to leaning onto me, "I do love you. And I forgive you for what you've done. I can tell you're truly sorry and that's what matters. That's what's going to keep it from happening again, what's going to keep us together. And the fact that we love each other enough to work it out. I'm sorry for being so upset at you."

I kiss my love on the forehead, "It's okay, babe. I deserved it."

Seamus shows off that smile that I love and blushes. He moves up to kiss me on the cheek. "I missed you. Just us being together."

"Well then, I hope it's not too soon." I look into his eyes, "Would you let the greatest thing in the world happen to me?"

"Uhmmmm... I thought you already lost your virginity?" Seamus asks so innocently.

I shake my head with a smile, "I meant, would you go out with me? For real this time. Like, go on dates and be stupid happy together."

His face lights up like a little kid on Christmas, "Yes. I would love that."

I mimic his expression, "I would too."

Our lips meet each other and mold like it was meant to be. We move in harmony, like a ballet dance. Just loving and forgiving each other.

My hands move to his waist as I lay down, Seamus on top of me. He sits on my stomach and cups my face while I lean up to not break the kiss.

Seamus kisses like a butterfly, leaving tingling sensations on my lips. He kisses his way up my jawline to my ear.

~~~A little graphic past this. Even though they do go all the way, I'm not going to write all of that.~~~

A wave of passion goes straight through me as he starts to kiss and nibble on my ear. My hands grip his waist as I sit up.

I slide his perfect bottom to my lap as he continues to send waves of passion to his new seat. Seamus knows exactly what to do to get the reaction he wants.

His hands move and pull off my shirt, returning to making out with my ear. Dang, has he not been getting any the past couple months? I mean, I haven't, but dang, Seamus is just... How has he been left out?

Our lips reconnect and his tongue starts to dance in my mouth. I pull his shirt off and feel up and down his perfect body. He may not have a model body, but to me, he's beautiful. I love him just the way he is.

My hands grip his hair and pull him closer to me. Our lips continue to collide when I decide to spice it up. I need to show him how much I truly love him.

My teeth start to graze his lip every time it pulls away from me. Eventually, I just start biting and tugging it. Seamus moans out loud, making my pants shrink 2 sizes. I know my baby likes it rough. That naughty little boy.

I kiss my way down to his neck, my canvas, and start to make a masterpiece. My lips and teeth work together as I alternate between trying to rip his skin off to kissing away any true pain I may have caused.

Seamus continues to roam my upper body with his hands as he moans again, music to my ears. I continue the same on the other side of his neck until finally he can't take it anymore.

"James... please..." Seamus whimpers.

Shivers run up his spine and vibrate my hands on his waist. "Tell me what you want, baby." I whisper into his ear.

"I don't want you, James." Seamus replies. He kisses me hard and straddles me long enough to take my pants off.

"I need you."

~~~AUTHOR'S NOTE~~~

*jumps into an ice bath* It's a little too hot in here. Mostly because I visualized that entire scene and imagined that was happening to me...

Advantages and disadvantages of having crazy photographic and feeling memorization and an imagination. I low key never get bored xD

And I didn't write the whole sex scene because I've never done it and I don't want this story labeled R and then not be able to be accessed by the general public.

Anyways, sorry about the wait! Labor Day weekend and all of that. And my boyfriend and I celebrated our 9 months of dating :3

I honestly ship Jeamus more than NovaHD. Just because in my mind, I see Aleks with Dex or myself. And I originally was going to have Aleks get with Eddie but I can't because I love Kala too much. I throw in some ImmortalFox stuff if you guys want it.

IF YOU HAVEN'T LISTENED TO PENTATONIX'S NEW SINGLE "CANT SLEEP LOVE" THEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE?!?!

Oh and YAY 250+ READS ON IDTM and 2100 READS ON VOT

'Cuz y'all rock! (There's my accent for ya lol)

I forgot the QOTD's for the past couple of chapters. Oops.

QOTD: What TV shows are you excited for this fall season/What shows do you watch?

AOTD: I'm excited for Grey's Anatomy and Scandal. I need to catch up on Teen Wolf (I'm on season 3). And I'm like 3 months behind on The Creatures on YouTube. I am caught up on Sly now. I don't watch the other's personal channels, I simply have no time. If a video of theirs gets highlighted on The Hub, then I might watch it.

Thanks for reading!

~Phoenix