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First Love, first crush [Requested-Yonghwa]

[ @ArianaAJ4, are you reading this? Haha sorry for late posting. ^3^ Don't blame me. Blame all the school xD. Enjoy reading anw and altho I think this isn't that romantic, I hope you'll like it ♡]

He is the school kingka
I am a normal girl
We couldn't be together
But isn't it unfair for he,
To steal my heart and leave me hanging?
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Ariana's p.O.V

Everyday is similar to me except for one thing, my feeling get deeper every day passed. My heart become abnormal as soon I see him.

I see him today. He is wearing the same smile he did everyday. Never once did he ever fail to impress me. He's Jung Yonghwa, the school kingka. I am sure every girl does feel like me too.

He caught me looking at me. He give me an attractive smile and waves at me. I shyly wave back as he starts to walk to my direction.. My heart skips a beat. Does he noticed me?

If he did, will I able to say anything? Will any sound come out from my mouth? Will he feel the same?

Then yet, I'm way too early to assume anything. I will never be able to say anything. I will never be able to do anything that way harder for me. I can't do anything in front him.

I just smile when I saw his steps getting near. But my heart is raging with fire. I feel uncommon heart beats. He smiles back and when he is getting near, I can't move. Like I say, my heart become abnormal.

But the most embarrassing thing is, he doesn't wave at me. He doesn't go for me. He walks for his friends, behind me. it's so embarrassing. I try to hide my face and pretend as if I am not doing anything in front him.

Maybe I imagine a chuckle coming out from his mouth. My inner voice is fighting for truth. It is always hard to fall in love with someone you rather not.

But neither do I know, he was actually heading for me but is shy to do so.

As soon as he leaves with his friends. I feel so disappointed. Just when my heart about to burst with happiness, he ruins it by giving me a false hope.

I want to stop loving him.. I want to stop believing this false hopes.. I want to stop giving my heart to him.. But I can't, isn't it hard to just forget someone you love?

"Forgetting him was like knowing somebody you never met,"

I brush away my thoughts and start to walk for my next class, History. It isn't often to have a same schedule with your crush. I can't just skip this class without seeing him, without seeing Jung Yonghwa. I know this is wrong that I come here for Yonghwa, not for History. But doesn't love make you blind & dumb?

I sit on a seat that as close to him as possible. His friends are surrounding his seat but I can still see him. I glance at him secretly and somehow, beyond of my imagination, he glances back and flashes a smile. A bright smile.

I feel my heart skips a bit. Then, the instructor comes inside the classroom as everyone stay quiet. Wrong timing, I guess. I pretend to focus on the lesson but my eyes are secretly giving attention on him. He is way too smart for me. And I am way too dumb for him.

I am his but he isn't mine. Mine?

After the History class, I go to the school garden. This is the most quiet place in the whole school building. I can get peace and freedom here. This is where I calm myself down. This is where I learn how to smile after being sad over my problems.