Things Have Changed For Me [SEQUEL TO FORM A MOUNTAIN]

Chapter Seventeen

I'd been home only a few days but I was a wreck. I was crying all the time, wasn't eating, and I hadn't gone anywhere. I didn't have friends here anyway since they all ditched me before camp. This was going to be the worst senior year ever, why couldn't I live over with them? Ugh. My phone kept beeping with texts and calls, at one point I threw it at the wall because I didn't want to talk to anyone. When it hit the wall, the phone shattered and fell. My mom ran in and saw me crying on the floor. 

"Oh Pey" she said softly "You miss them don't you?"

I couldn't speak, all I could do was sob. 

"Here, love. Give me your SIM card and I'll go pick you out a new phone. You stay here and rest, okay?"

I took the SIM card out and gave it to her with my shaking hand. I crawled back into bed and just rocked back and forth. I was so close to having an all-out panic attack but something kept me grounded from the crazy bin. I knew I wasn't a lunatic, I just missed my boyfriend and he probably missed me too, not that I would know seeing as how I hadn't bothered to talk to any of them since I left. I finally decided to leave my room and went to the bathroom. Three days of not showering really do a number on a person; my hair was a greasy, curly mess and I had make up stains all over my face. The only option was to get clean so I stripped from my boxers and cami and took a shower. By the time I was done, mom was home with a new phone for me. 

"They don't make your old phone anymore so I got you a cool touch screen phone" she said. 

"Mom...this is an iPhone!" I was shocked that she would actually buy me this. 

"Well I knew you were saving up for one, think of this as a back-to-school gift. Use that money for something else"

"Thank you! I feel a little better after showering. I think I'm going to go for a walk"

"Sounds good" she said. 

I grabbed my iPod (I'd transfer everything to my phone later) and my headphones to set out. It felt so nice to be outside again and in the world. I did about a three mile loop before returning home to play with my new phone. All my contacts transferred and I decided to finally text people. 

"To: RyRy Sorry I've been out of touch for a few days. Been depressed :/"

Not even thirty seconds later I got a reply. 

"From: RyRy I MISS YOU SO MUCH"

Me: "I miss you more"

Ryan: "I miss us...in Kendall's guest room ;)"

Me: "I miss you thrusting inside me"

Ryan: "What are you wearing?"

I knew where this was going so rather than tell him the truth, I sexed it up a bit. 

Me: "Red lace panties and a matching bra ;)"

Ryan: "Mmm imagine me on top of you, my fingers ripping at the hooks of your bra before sliding it off"

Me: "Mmmmmm"

Ryan: "It comes off and I reach for your panties while sucking on your neck"

Me: "Oh god Ryan oh god"

Ryan: "Then I gently slide your panties down before unzipping my pants"

Me: "I need you in me Ryan"

Ryan: "My hard cock presses against your thigh before entering you"

Me: "Oh god oh god oh god"

Ryan: "I'm thrusting and pushing deeper into you as your back arches off the mattress and our hips grind together before I come inside you"

Me: "Oh baby don't stop!"

Ryan: "I push back in and come a few more times before taking you in my arms and caressing your skin"

Me: "Oh god I'm so wet right now. Not even kidding"

Ryan; "If it helps, I'm rock hard. Thinking about this just, well..."

Me: "I'm gonna go change my panties and go to bed. Nighty night <3"

Ryan: "I love you. Now, always, forever"

I smiled at his reply and plugged my phone into the charger before going to sleep. 

BRENDON'S POV

Ryan called Kendall and I in the middle of a hook up to ask if we wanted to go get midnight pancakes at Denny's. I came fast so that we could go. As Kendall was getting redressed, I was pissed. 

"I hate rushing" I said "He had to know what we were doing!"

"Relax, babe. Let's go get you some food"

We borrowed her mom's car again and met the little fucker at Denny's. He was looking down at his phone and scrolling through texts.

"We're here buttwad" I said. 

"Hey" he smiled. 

"Feeling better?" Kendall asked. 

"Loads" he replied "Glad you guys could make it"

"Yeah yeah, let's eat" I said as we went into the restaurant. 

We got a booth and he kept looking at his phone. We ordered our food and he said he had to pee so he got up and left the table but his phone stayed behind. I grabbed it but Kendall tried to stop me. 

"Respect your friend, Brennyboo"

"Fuck respect, I was halfway inside my girlfriend when this little nut job texted me to come eat mother truckin flapjacks with him. I'm going to read his texts!"

I scrolled through the phone and immediately regretted it. I nearly barfed as I put the phone back on the table. 

"What?" Kendall asked, slightly alarmed. 

"They were...he and Peyton um...they..."

"What was it? Dick picks? Boob shots?" she asked. 

"Sexting" I had to mouth the word rather than actually say it. 

Ryan got back from the bathroom and I couldn't even look at him. Sex in Kendall's house I could understand but sexting? SEXTING? God. Our food arrived and I ate in silence while Kendall and Ryan talked. I didn't speak for the rest of the night, I couldn't. When we all said goodbye I had Kendall drop me at home so I could go up to bed and not think about Ryan thrusting into Peyton. Oh god.