How I Lost You ;; Seungkwan [ON HOLD]

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{ s e u n g k w a n }

Indecisive
-; not able to make choices quickly and confidently.

"My insides mourn for her,
But the half of me resists the yearn,
For she was the unpredictable one,
And my own self will always be unsure."

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But my unsure self cannot be answered if I don't try, right?

So I texted her.

"Hey Chaemi, what's up? Ya mad?"

Ew no. Too annoying.

"Um hey Chaemi :)) Wanna hangout today?"

Sounds like a pedophile.

"Woop woop :) Hey, wanna meet up?"

Idk anymore. I just sent it.
Wooop wooop

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Seungkwan: Woop Woop :) Hey, wanna meet up?
Chaemi: Um... Sure
Seungkwan: Haha yay! 7:00 at the park :)

Seen.

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She isn't herself.
I'm afraid that I lost the Chaemi I met.

I hope no.
Because my world only revolves for her.
The real Chaemi.

I hope she can still forgive me.
For I realized the consequences of life.
And it was hard to accept the aggravating frustrations.
That only her can change into comfort.

I hope our meeting can be as normal again.
Even though I know that it might be hard.
But nothing is impossible, right?

Though shall I make it possible.

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