How I Lost You ;; Seungkwan [ON HOLD]

xi. 일에븐

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Relieved
-; experiencing or showing relief especially from anxiety or pent-up emotions.

"The tone that ringed through my ears,
A message that could change my emotions,
A message that could make me feel things,
A mysterious yet exciting message for me."

;;

He texted me. At last.

But for some reason, I felt relieved and pampered.

I missed him. So much that it hurts.

But to be honest, all those times I was waiting for his message, it felt horrible. Like yearning for something that isn't right.

Him texting me was definitely relieving. But never did I know the meaning of our meeting. Why did he want to meet up?

Will he break our friendship now?
Will he tell me how much he hates me now?

Or maybe like in those cliché movies wherein the guy decides to move away and leave the girl?

No. Just no.

I can't live without him.
I can't stand without him.
I can't carry on without him.

He is my life.

And now he wants to meet up with me.

His text sounds normal though.

Did he forget what he did to me?
No. That can't be.

I don't know. I guess I'll just have to find out later.

;;