How I Lost You ;; Seungkwan [ON HOLD]

xv. 핍틴

{ c h a e m i }

Disappointed
-;Feeling sad, unhappy, or displeased because something was not as good as expected -;Displeased because something you hoped for or expected did not happen.

"The real seems unreal,
For the scenes reminisce the dream,
A dream for no one to admire,
The hopeless truth that I wish to forget."

;;

And I couldn't take anymore of this hopeless reality.

I know this idea was stupid, but I just don't want anymore of this. I just want this sorrowful situation to end.

I left him in the bus.

I went back to the park where I saw him crying.

I cried my heart out.

Why are you so hard to love?
Why are there so many consequences in loving you?
Why can't you see that you belong with me?

What's even worse is I haven't even told Seungkwan about my feelings for him. But the truth is, I couldn't do it. Even though I know how much I wanted to confess.

I was surprised when my phone vibrated from my pocket.

Please don't be Seungkwan Please don't be Seungkwan Please don't be Seungkwan.

Incoming Call: Boo 🙇🏻

Oh god.

I didn't answer his calls, but knowing Seungkwan, he would probably call over and over again until you get irritated and answer it.

"Hello?"

"Chaemi? Chaemi answer me pleasee!! Are you okay"

"Excuji me chaemi?"

"Are u ok?"

"Where r u rn im on my way"

"Pls tell me where r u!!11!1!1"

His texts sound worried.

I'm sorry, Seungkwan.

;;

I heard footsteps from behind.