Her frozen heart (REWRITING)

Chapter 1

We accept the love we think we deserve, an interesting concept wouldn't you agree?

A long time ago I had been in love, it was a feeling I could never conjure into words. Like all love stories, it had been messy although if you'd asked anyone else it was, in short, destructive. I had quite literally been in life and death situations for a boy whom told me he loved me. Oh, how naive had I truly been to even consider what we had was love because if it had been, there would've been no way he could have left me in such a manner. I remember the day as if it was yesterday because it was probably one of the most humiliating and painful days of my life. It was the day after my birthday, the morning after the night he had kissed me as though I was the only girl he'd ever seen, when he asked me to go on a walk. Edward had
always been overly dramatic in his expressions; he could always make you think the worst but that day I knew, his eyes didn't twinkle slightly like they always did when he looked at me. They were cold, dark and most of all sure. He wasn't nervous, no, he was more than ready - to break me heart.

"I don't want you"

They were the words that stuck to my head, engraved there for eternity and what an eternity it's been.
I was cursed with what is known as a frozen heart it's an ancient curse from the Greek Goddess Aphrodite one that only few have ever endured, at least that's what my research had ended up leading me to. The curse was actually named
"ιστορία τόσο παλιά όσο και το χρόνο" which means 'A tale as old as time'... essentially Edward and I have met before and we are soul mates perhaps we weren't Edward Anthony Masen Cullen and Isabella Marie Swan but we have met - in previous lifetimes - every soulmate has gone through it but the frozen heart curse is what happens when soul mates keep missing each other for over a millennium whether through never finding each other or death. So my soul has been trying to find Edwards for so long that the Goddess of love has cursed my human body with a frozen heart, I will never age not until I meet Edward again but he's gone now. I'm stuck like this till our souls meet again.
It's kind of like a melodramatic romance besides the fact that it's been 100 years and we've yet to cross paths.
Kind of pathetic isn't it, that time actually doesn't heal the heart - it hurts more and more everyday.
I miss him and yet I hate him, how stupid is that?