Her frozen heart (REWRITING)

chapter 4

Bella's POV:

I storm off to the music room, which hasn't changed since I've been gone, and I sit down grabbing my guitar.

I start playing a song I wrote called 'Stitches' (credits to shawn Mendes)

I thought that I'd been hurt before,

But no one's ever left me quite this sore

Your words cut deeper than a knife

Now I need someone to breathe me back to life

Got a feeling that I'm going under

But I know that I'll make it out alive

If I quit calling you my lover

Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe

Shaking, falling onto my knees

And now that I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches

Tripping over myself

Aching, begging you to come help

And now that I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches

Just like a moth drawn to a flame

Oh, you lured me in, I couldn't sense the pain

Your bitter heart cold to the touch

Now I'm gonna reap what I sow

I'm left seeing red on my own

Got a feeling that I'm going under

But I know that I'll make it out alive

If I quit calling you my lover

Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe

Shaking, falling onto my knees

And now that I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches

Tripping over myself,

Aching, begging you to come help

And now that I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches

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Needle and the thread,

Gotta get you out of my head

Needle and the thread,

Gonna wind up dead

Needle and the thread,

Gotta get you out of my head, get you out of my head

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe

Shaking, falling onto my knees (falling on my knees)

And now that I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches (and I'll be needing stitches)

Tripping over myself,

Aching, begging you to come help (begging, "Baby, please.")

And now that I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches

(And now that)

I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches

(And now that)

I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches

Why am I doing this?

I don't want to sing this.

I put the guitar down and ran.

I caught the scent of a familiar Cullen.

But I didn't stop to see who.

I didn't want pity...

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Edward's POV:

I never knew Bella could sing.

It made me feel really guilty hearing her sing that.

I had left her. But why? It obviously didn't save her.

It's my fault...

She's hurting and it's my fault. I promised her I wouldn't hurt her.

Her eyes glisten with venom and I feel worse.

I make my way to biology and sit down in my "new" seat.

And then the de ja vu starts...

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Bella's Pov:

I run to biology, I really don't want a Cullen in my class.

I walk through the door and the teacher greets me.

I am told to sit next to HIM.

I mean really, school is genuine torture.

I don't speak, It's like our roles have been switched.

I'm not speaking one word.

Edward tries to start a conversation but I ignore him.

That is until he says something I didn't expect him to ask me:

"What are you?"

I rip a piece of paper and quickly write down

I'd rather tell you all together...

He just says okay and leaves me alone thank god.

It goes to quickly and soon I have Ed-him telling me to meet his family in 2hrs at his house.

I just nod and get into my car.

When I get home, I go and get a shower. I quickly dry my hair, before I loosely curl it. I wear minimal make-up but I do put on red lipstick, then I slip on a checked red dress on and put on a pair of black wedges.

What can I say? - I love these colours!

I grab my bag and jump into my red Ferrari.

I drive quickly to the Cullen's house and check the time,

Perfect, I'm right on time.

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- Alwaystwilght

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