Her frozen heart (REWRITING)

chapter 5

Bella's Pov:

The hardest things seem the simplest.
I guess getting out of my car and putting on a brave face feels the hardest.
The cullens don't come to the door.
True colours are showing obviously...

I ring the doorbell.
Something I've never had to do.
Esme answers.
She doesn't smile.
She doesn't act motherly instead she stares at the floor.
She kind of lets me in.
I walk in and see grim expressions.
Well except for Rosalie. She just smirks.
I cough awkwardly.
Nobody blinks.
I act on this.
I find my way to the piano which hasn't been moved in the years. None of the Cullen's follow.
The are still in the hall.

I gently start playing my lullaby.
It fades and before I know it, I've started my own song.

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And dear it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

(I know this belongs to Christina Perri just using the song x)

The Cullen's are surrounding me.
Well they know so...
I cough so they stop staring at me.
It doesn't stop them.
I shout at them to stop, they do.
All a bit startled.
It surprises me that Rosalie give me a massive hug.
I just look down at my feet.

Carlisle just wants to know what I am.
He doesn't care.
He just asks and asks..
Until I sigh and tell them.
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CLIFF HANGER!!!!
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