Saving my life, Danny edge

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Jades POV:
I turned over in our bed to see Danny sleeping beautifully, it's 7:30 so we really needed to get up if we were gonna make it to school for 8:30. "Danny" I whispered in his ear while kissing his cheeks and neck. His cute eyelashes fluttered and he stretched his arms out, "good mourning baby" he said pulling me in for a cuddle, "we have to get up for school." I laughed trying to free myself from his grip but there was no way he's letting me go! "Nooo.." He moaned and pulled my arms down whenever I almost made it up. "Come on! It will be fine" I said finally breaking free from him and walking off to the bathroom. Danny trailed behind me and brushed his teeth while I showered and then I did my teeth while he showered. Then we both walked to our bedroom where we got dressed, packed our bags and put on our shoes. "Starbucks?" I pleaded with a puppy dog face, "anything for you my love" he said in a funny accent laughing. We walked over to his car and sped of to Starbucks in the town centre, "Danny it's 8am!" I worried pointing at the clock in his car, "that's half hour Jade! Stop worrying so much god" he said slightly speeding up the car. "Ooo someone's sassy today" and with the we were both in a laughing fit. We bought our drinks and finally arrived at the hell I like to call school. Hand in hand we strolled through the metal gates and into the cold building, everyone was staring at us.. I guess it was because I've never had a boyfriend before and well Danny is a YouTube star! "OMG" I heard Melissa the coolest girl in school hiss, Everton knew she had a crush on Danny she was a huge fan. Danny kept sneezing my hands tighter because he realised how shakey I was becoming... I mean I'm not used to being looked at and this is really making my social anxiety hit the roof. "I love you" Danny whispered to me which actually calmed me down, "I love you two" I smiled back and we walked to first period together. We caught up with Paul and Lauren at lunch and we all sat together on a table and the day was surprisingly okay, that was until last period of course. I had Spanish.. I always hated Spanish because I knew I had to sit next to Jack Gambell.. The one boy that bullied me my whole life. I slowly paced into the classroom and immediately spotted Jack smirking at me, my seat was right next to him so I sat feeling nervous. "Hello beautiful" he laughed clearly being sarcastic. I just laughed and replied, "I don't need this right now so I'd appreciate if you'd shut the fuck up" it actually made me happy with myself and I laughed to make it seem I didn't care but I really was feeling sick. "Oooo someone's moody right now!!" He joked pointing at me to his friends as they all chanted "oooo" my heart starting beating faster and faster, I was trying to hold back the tears, "aww she's gonna cry" Melissa laughed along with the entire class. "Fuck this" I muttered and grabbed my bag. I picked up my phone from the desk and walked right out the room, tears gushing down my cheeks, all I could hear was laughing so my instincts were to run as far away from these bullies as I could. I ran and ran until I finally made it home, luckily mine and Danny's house was only 15 minutes to walk so I made it in 5 running. I crashed onto the bottom of the staircase and I couldn't stop screaming and crying.. Why does everyone hate me?!? I bet Danny is just using me to look good. Why am I even bothering with life? I run up the stairs dropping my bag and head to the bathroom. My phone began to buzz from my pocket I unlocked it to see messages from Danny
My boy:Jade???
My boy:hello?!
My boy:everyone is saying you left the lesson crying?!
My boy:seriously baby where are you I love you
My boy: that's it I'm coming for you
My boy:i love you so much
At that point I decided to turn off my phone and I look inside the bathroom cabinet, sat on the toilet I poured out some extra strong pain killers into my hand. I. Reached for a glass, filled it with water and put at least 10 of the pills in my mouth followed by a gulp of water. Once I had swallowed them I just sat there crying.. I wanna take more but I'm starting to feel real sick. My head is spinning round and round, what have I done? I don't want to die, I love Danny and he loves me I can't just leave. I need my phone, I quickly stand up from the toilet I was sitting on and just as I reached my phone my head hit the floor.

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