This Love

Chapter 30

Skipping over Christmas! Sorry loves.

*Mira's pov**1 Week Later*

"I'm going on a date later tonight." Sam says as were all eating breakfast with our aunt.

"With who?" I ask feeling Colby's hand on my thigh, I glance at him.

Swatting his hand away. I haven't been feeling well. Every morning I feel sick. And I don't know why.

"Kian's sister." He answers.

"Yes! I totally ship it already!" I yell he laughs.

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"I'm going Andrea's. Me and the girls are all having a girl day." I say walking by the Colby who's playing video games in the living room.

"Colby!" I yell trying to get his attention.

"Colby." I say sitting behind him kissing his neck trying to get his attention.

"Mira!" He says huskily as I keep doing it to him.

"I'm going out on a girls day with the girls." I say resting my head on his shoulder.

"What am I going to do all day then?" He asks.

"Well probably the thing your doing right now." I answer simply. He's still playing video games, typical Colby.

"Okay." He mutters.

"Love you." I say kissing his cheek he pauses the game kissing me softly on the lips.

"Love you Mira." He says I smile.

"Forever and always." He whispers kissing the tip of my nose.

"Me and you." I finish doing the same to him.

"I'll see you later." I say he nods before kissing me one last time and I leave.

Hours later when I get home I lay on the couch watching as Sam walks through the front door minutes later.

"Hey what's wrong with you?" He asks sitting on the floor in front of me.

"Nothing." I mutter closing my eyes as our I can smell the dinner out aunt is cooking for us.

"Are you high?" He asks sternly as I'm laughing at literally nothing.

Yes. Yes, I am high. All I did was eat a brownie though...

"A brownie?" He hisses.

Oops I said that out loud?

"Yeah but it was a regular brownie Jason said." I say pouting.

"It wasn't clearly. It was a weed brownie." He says forcing me to stand up.

"Your going to sleep." He says making me walk upstairs.

"Colby help!" Sam says loud enough for him to hear.

"Colby!" I say leaving Sam's grip going into his arms.

"Mira!" He says laughing rubbing his hand over my shoulder softly.

"She's high." Sam states "she's going to sleep it off." He adds.

"I'll take care of it. You cover for her with your aunt." Colby says, Sam nods before taking back off downstairs.

"Your cute." I say poking Colby's cheek laughing, as he lays me down in my bed.

He laughs kissing my forehead "Go to sleep." He says.

"I love you." I say closing my eyes.

"I love you too." He says.

*Next morning*

I wake up to the smell if fish cooking. One word.

Gross.

I walk downstairs after changing into pj's.

"What are you cooking exactly?" I ask Sam he turns around.

"I'm attem-" he gets cut off by me running to the bathroom and getting sick.

Seriously, again? What the fuck is going on?

I jump slightly feeling one of them pulling my hair back out of my way for me.

"Mira? This has been happening a lot." Colby starts as I stop getting sick.

"So?" I ask cleaning myself up. Brushing my teeth.

"Are you like-" I turn to him with wide eyes.

"No." I say shaking my head.

"No just no." I say as I start to go ever the facts in my head.

I can't handle the smell of fish. I'm always feeling sick in the morning...I no just no I'm not pregnant, I can't be pregnant.

"Mira hey." Colby says closing the door so Sam can't hear us from the kitchen doorway where he was watching us from.

"Mira you could be." He says softly I bite my lip.

We didn't use protection that night we got back together, but I'm on the pill...

I was drinking that night. Fuck.

I shake my head running my hand through my hair as a nervous feeling builds up.

"I don't want to be." I mumble as tears feel my eyes.

"Don't. Don't ever say that. Even if you are it's both of ours, an yes we won't know a thing but I swear Mirabetha we will get through this together weather you are or not." He says I hug him tightly. He wraps his arms around my waist hugging me back.

"Will have to go out later and buy a-" he starts.

"I know." I mutter he kisses my head.

"Can we keep this between us for now?" I ask he pulls away cupping my cheeks.

"Yes until we know for sure." He says looking into my eyes I give him a weak smile.

What the fuck?

Just remember this is me and Colby will get through this together.

But fuck this is stressful.

Authors note:

Ohh drama...

So what'd you think? Comment your opinion.

You'll hear baby name ideas in a few chapters:) but that doesn't mean that their absolutely having one just that their minds are stuck on the topic a lot.

Question of the day:

What are you new years plans?

My answer: Nothing much. Just American horror story marathon with bae and by bae I mean my bed....

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