My Friend Ana

Poem X

A Timeline of Getting Over You:
A Thirty Day Trial

Day One: I realized I deserve better.
Day Two: I tried to delete all of my photos of you. There are only two left.
Day Three: You caused more tears than joy.
Day Four: I don't want to want you.
Day Five: I had dream about you, and you weren't in it.
Day Six: If I had to see you tonight, I know I'd be caught under your spell again  the moment you look at me.
Day Seven: I deserved the moon and the stars,  you gave me storm clouds.
Day Eight: My heart still leaps at the thought of you.
Day Nine: You chose her.
Day Ten: I think of you in the dark of the night.
Day Eleven: Somehow every song finds a way to be about you.
Day Twelve: I see your face in the moon.
Day Thirteen: You don't even see me.
Day Fourteen: The worst part of that first hello, was knowing that there would be a last goodbye.
Day Fifteen: I thought of someone else.
Day Sixteen: You were singing to me, but thinking of her.
Day Seventeen: He spoke to me when you wouldn't, and I enjoyed it more than I ever had with you.
Day Eighteen: You're not worth all the confusion and frustration.
Day Nineteen: You make me feel small and unimportant.
Day Twenty: Not all sentences have to start with you.
Day Twenty One: In the story of us, there is no happy ever after.
Day Twenty Two: I'm okay with goodbye.
Day Twenty Three: I never thought it'd be so easy for you.
Day Twenty Four: I've stopped wishing on stars.
Day Twenty Five: I no longer look for you in a crowded room.
Day Twenty Six: I'm surviving without you.
Day Twenty Seven: I didn't get butterflies when I saw you.
Day Twenty Eight: I don't notice when you're gone.
Day Twenty Nine: My world does not revolve around you. You are not the sun.
Day Thirty: He gives me the attention you never did.
Conclusion: You are not the be all and end all in my life.