I Love Him But Wont Admit It (Completed)

Chapter 9

hey writing this on my computer...cause Idk didn't feel like using my phone if it comes out fucked up I'm sorry.

this is for, PlayingCupid_xoxo, for shooting an arrow at the love of my life. Guess what, it worked ;))))

Lee

I saw my mates body on the ground...why? why me? did I deserve this for getting pregnant with his child....for disobeying my 'chosen' mate? I simply stood there vexed, I didn't believe what I was seeing nor did I want to believe it.

"ill kill that stupid brat inside of you next." Kevin growled and started to me, that's when I lost it. I picked up a stick which made him laugh. "gonna kill me with that? bad kitty" he snarls, kicking me to the ground. I clutched my stomach, I wont let him lay a hand on my child, no matter what.

I picked up the stick with all my strength I hurled my self at him feeling him hold up his hand to block me. Did he really thing I was going for the heart like the old tales? no...I was gonna stake the fuckers head right off. I yelled using my tigers strength I say his eyes widen when I aimed up taking his head clean off.

I Collapsed on the ground crying, seeing his blood spreading across the cold ground. I got up and walked....just walked. my mate was taken from me, my baby was almost killed...the baby.....how was I suppose to take care of it? Oh god..im a terrible mother already. I took a breath still walking leaving the bodies behind, I see a few houses not that it helped much. I was already tired, I needed to feed to get energy back, like hell that would happen in broad daylight. I was slowly running out of steam and options, I could risk a day kill...or try to make it...may or may not being to weak to hunt when night finally did come. I was in a world of trouble, it didn't take a rocket scientist to know that much.

"Hello there" I spun around to see a man which look to be in his mid-fifties looking at me. "well I think you need help there...or not." this man could be an easy kill...but the idea was wiped out when I saw his fangs sticking out, I was toast if I tried to kill him.

"I don't want any trouble" I gulp, backing up as his nostrils flared in my direction.

"I'm here to help not to hurt..my name is dawn by the way" His foolish smile put me at ease, could I really trust him? Or was I setting myself up for death by the shadows? Either way I was to desperate to refuse.

Casandra

Waking up in a cell again was not the best thing, but better than being dead, or so I told myself. I felt like weak and helpless, why cant I be some immortal creature instead of human? Escape could be a piece of cake, bend the bars home free, happy dance. I was thinking of all the things I could do when I saw movement in the corner of my eye. I saw a little girl in the cell next to me for the first time, she had chestnut brown locks and green eyes.

"Miss?" she asked quietly once she realized I was staring.

"How old are you?"

"Ten." were you kidding me? this girl was only 'ten' and locked in a place like this?

"Why?"

"Because I am a dike" Dike? What the hell was that? "A person who can read minds, tell the future, past and present...alter time and space its self, unlock the real beast in people." She just read my mind then.

"What do you mean unlock beasts?"

"Some mortals are really immortals...I unlock the hidden side of them...you have a very large beast within..." She says quietly. Me? A beast? Yeah right.

"I will unlock it for you."

"What's the catch?"

"You take me with you." Well hell....I was gonna do that anyway. I give I nod to show I agreed, she scoots closer to the bars separating us, holding her hand through, I take it as she closes her eyes, I feel a cage being unlocked....something horrible and huge coming out. "You have no control" she whispers, "Let the beast take over." I did just that.

I seem to grow stories taller, my body was long and thick, black glittery scales armored my body, my eyes, snake eyes, bright yellow and dilated into slits, I was a snake...A snake that was more than ten meters tall...more than two meters thick what the hell was I? I was so big my head plowed through the building roof which I was sure was a good two stories. I say the world in heat signatures, I flicked my tongue seeing people running towards me, as I promised I got the girl in my tail and shook my body side to side. I was sure that's how snakes slithers, I was right when I crashed through the trees making a dented trail in the ground going faster than a cheetah.

I figured out how to spread my weight so they wouldn't have a trail to follow, instead of leaving a path of destruction in my wake I slithered around trees and between them, seeing the house I knew Alex was at, I slithered up only to be surround by vampires' hissing, I stood to my full height towering over them rattling my tail which made them hold their heads falling knocked out. I saw Alex, he came out looking at me, I saw relief....regret...sorrow....and...love? No that's not right.

Alexander (mixed pov)

I saw her as that huge snake thing, I almost pissed my pants, once she shifted back I took her in my arms seeing a little girl walk off. "we need to talk." I led her away before Zach, found out, I needed her to myself.

"Look I'm sorry. I screwed up I know, I want to ask for forgiveness...but I know you wont....dammit! when I saw you almost kiss Zach I felt hurt and anger I wanted to make you mine! Goddammit, I love you!"

I stared at him. He said he loves me? "why." I looked at him.

"When I first saw you, I thought you were beautiful, I wanted you...but I wanted to dominate you so badly it made me do stupid things...I just want you, I still want to dominate you....but I wont be as aggressive...ill take things your pace...your the first person I've ever loved please don't leave me."

I gasp when I saw he meant it, His eyes were tearing up, it was impossible. He was crying...for me! When I said nothing he looked down, like he just lost everything. how could I say no? He was trying to change and I would help him. I hugged him, he hugged me back.

"One more chance." I whisper, he nods, I heard him whisper those words again to me, over and over, he wouldn't let me go afraid it was all a dream, he said those words again.

"I love you amore."

Did I love him? Maybe I didn't not yet.....or maybe deep down I love him, but wont admit it.