What Have I Done?
I've been asked so many questions I don't know the answer to.
I've been asked so many questions, that I don't even know what to do!
I feel so exposed, too exposed and weak.
You don't understand how hard this is for me, the words are hard to speak!
I feel so vulnerable under their gazes, silently judging me.
I didn't mean to open up like I did, please just leave me be!
But no, I had to say what was really on my mind.
Believe me when I say, that courage was difficult to find.
And now I have appointments and meetings to attend.
They want me to trust them, but I'm the only person whom I can depend.
Medication, scans, tests - like I'm a bloody lab rat.
I'm now a tiny little mouse, I'm used to being the cat.
Why did I say those words? Let you write them all down?
I sat there and watched as you furiously scrawled them on your notepad, your face set in a frown.
Now I'm more than what you thought. My brain is a dangerous place.
I would say I'm special. But I'm not.
I'm just a head case.
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PoetryWelcome to my world A place where your reality may become swirled. Are you sure you are prepared? The warning is clear This isn't lighthearted and sweet. My poems retell stories of heartache and fear. These poems are a mix between my own experiences...
