The judge {Robert Downey Jr} UNDER EDITING

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AN:
Hello! It is really really important to me for you to go on YouTube or whatever and listen to "please be naked" by the 1975 while you read this chapter. I wrote this chapter with this song and I think it just fits perfectly. Enjoy!

I sat in my apartment, waiting for Robert. But I knew he was gonna stay with Susan.
I was debating wether to go to the hospital or not, but It would only make things worse.
What if I changed my mind?
What if seeing Robert with his new baby I decided that I wanted him to be the father of mine?
It was too risky.
So I waited and waited, for what seemed like hours, before I decided to go.
I got my car and drove to the hospital.
Once I got there,I walked to the counter, and they told me where Susan was.
So I looked for her room, and sooner or later I found it.
When I got there, she was asleep.
Robert was laying next to her on the bed, the baby in his arms, his head laying on Susan's head.
"Hi" I said walking inside.
His eyes shot towards me.
"Baby" he said.
I quietly walked towards him and looked at the baby in his arms.
He was asleep.
"This is Exton" he said, a small smile on his lips.
"He's a cutie"
I brushed his hand with my finger.
"Is Susan ok?"
Robert nodded
"Yeah, she was so happy. You should of seen her"
I smiled and sat down on a chair near the bed.
"Can you believe it?"
I looked up to Robert again
"My second son. I have two sons"
I faked a smile.
I felt my insides turning, but I tried to look okay.
"This little bugger has big blue eyes."
He got up from the bed, trying not to wake Susan up, and walked towards me.
"You wanna hold him?"
I felt tears form in my eyes but I nodded.
He placed him in my arms.
"I'm going to the bathroom, I'll be right back. Just hold him "
I nodded and he left.
"Hey you." I whispered
"What do you think about this new world?" I whispered again
"You know what? I'm carrying your little brother in my tummy right now. But you won't get to meet him."
I felt a tear escape from my eye
"I'll tell you something, Exton. This life is too damn hard. You try your best to be happy but I don't think you'll ever succeed."
More tears were escaping my eyes as Robert came back in the room.
"Leigh? You okay?"
I looked up and nodded, wiping my tears.
"I think it's best if I went home."
Robert got the baby in his arms and I stood up
"Wait, why are you crying? What happened?"
"It's really nothing. I'll call you tomorrow, goodnight"
Before he could answer I walked out the door, then out the building and into my car.
By then I was already sobbing uncontrollably.
"I'm sorry" I whispered, my hands falling on my stomach
"But I can't have you, do you understand that?"
I turned on the car, my eyes full of tears.
"I'm killing my own unborn child" I said shaking my head.
I drove out of the parking lot.
I grabbed my phone and dialed Blake's number
"Hello?"
"His baby is born. I just saw him with his new baby. He was so happy and I just can't stand that I can't have that. I won't ever get to be the one who makes him that happy." I said
"What are you saying? Leighton you will have plenty of chances to make him happy. Life doesn't end when you have this abortion."
I shook my head
"I have to go Blake, I love you"
I hung up.
I stepped on the accelerator, seeing the cars pass by me.
Before I could change my mind, it was too late.
The car crashed into the wall, and then everything went black.

Ps:
Happy Easter to all of you :)