The judge {Robert Downey Jr} UNDER EDITING

Gone?

Leighton's pov
I opened my eyes to bright lights and to a terrible headache.
I furrowed my eyebrows, where was I?
I tried to sit up but I felt a huge pain in my body.
I looked to my left and found that I was attached to wires.
I was at the hospital.
"What the fuck" I whispered, then I remembered.
I had crashed the car.
I wanted to be dead. I tried to be dead. But I was alive.
I looked around the room. It was full of teddy bears, balloons and get well cards.
I smiled, then i heard steps approaching the room.
Blake walked in.
She looked destroyed.
When she saw me, she stopped.
"Leighton?" He whispered.
"Blake"
She was shocked.
She ran to my side
"O thank god" she said, taking my hand in hers.
She pressed what I think was the button to call the nurse.
"How long have I been here?"
"A week and a half, we were all worried"
I nodded.
I didn't know what to say to her, I just wanted to be dead.
"Why did you do it?" she asked, breaking the silence.
"I don't know" I whispered, but I did.
It was what I've always hoped I'd have enough courage to do.
Before she could answer, a nurse walked in.
When she saw that I was awake, she flashed us a big smile.
"Welcome back" she said, walking to my side and checking my vitals.
"Everything looks good. But Miss, you have 4 broken ribs and your writ is broken as well. And don't try to move too fast, take it easy. We'll keep you overnight but if you're good in the morning you're free to go home."
I nodded, looking to my right.
My hand was in a cast.
The nurse walked out, and i looked up to Blake again.
She was staring ahead, she looked weird.
"Blake" I started. She knew what I wanted to know. She turned to look at me, her face now sadder
"Where is he?"
She shook her head
"Leigh, he's gone"
I furrowed my eyebrows, confused
"What?"
She took a deep breath
"When you were asleep, the doctors told his wife that she could go home with his son. He came by, I was in the caffetteria with Ed and Adam, but when I came to look if you were okay, I found him here. He was sat next to you, you were in a coma and giving no actual sign of waking up but we knew you would. He knew you would. But he got your hand and said he couldn't do it.
He felt it was his fault. Everything.
He couldn't look you in the eyes because he knew it was his fault that you tried to kill yourself.
I tried to stop him, but his mind was made up. He went back home in Malibu with Susan and Exton saying it was better for you."
I was shocked. I felt tears fall from my eyes but dried them off with my good hand
"So, Adam and Ed are here?" I said, my voice broken.
She nodded
"Do you want me to call them?"
I nodded.
She stood up
"I'll be right back"
I couldn't believe he left me.
Blake walked back in, followed by Adam and Ed.
They were both looking kind of tired
"Leigh" adam said.
He walked to my side and kissed my forehead
"Hey" I whispered.
Ed was behind him, his hands in his pockets, his stare at his shoes.
We hadn't talked since the break up, and it wasn't a nice one.
"Ed" I said, he looked up and met my gaze.
"Hey you" he whispered, I smiled and kissed my forehead as well.
"Thanks for coming here you guys"
They all smiled.
They stayed with me until it was time for me to rest.
I was numb. All I felt was sadness.
I needed him, and he left me.
What was the point in living, if he wasn't with me?

AN:
I know this sucks and it's so short but I wanted to make a small update to everyone who read the other chapter.
Thanks to everyone!
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